Behind Closed Doors [1D FanFic]

[19] New Places

A/N I am going to skip doing the concert because I feel like they are boring but let's just say that the concert was dedicated to Estelle

***PLEASE READ THE AUTHORS NOTE AT THE END, IT'S REALLY IMPORTANT!***

Estelle's POV

The concert last night was amazing but every time I looked at one of the boys they would look a me sympathetically or like I'm some kind of freak

"You ok?" Niall asks

"Yeah, just thinking"

"Do you wan't to tell me?" He asks

"It's just that.... all of you look at me like I'm some kind of freak since we went to the health clinic..." I reply awkwardly

"I don't mean to look at you like your a freak which your not by the way it's just that I don't like knowing you have all of that in your head and that you do that to yourself" He tells me

"You do love me right?" I ask scared of his answer

"Of course I do" He replies

"It's just your the only person who could actually possibly care about me and your all that I have left since my mum..."

"I love you and there is no one I love more" Niall says pecking my lips

"You promise?" I ask

"Promise" He replies "Because I care... can I see your... um cuts...?" He asks awkwardly

"No... and I don't think you ever will, I'm to ashamed of them" I tell him

"You do trust me right?" He asks

"Last time I trusted anyone it was my father... but I do"

"BREAKFAST!!" Harry hollers from the kitchen

"You coming" Niall says getting up from bed

"Not hungry" I reply

"It wasn't a question, your eating." He says sternly

"I don't want to" I tell him trying to fight back

And without warning Niall is pulling me out of bed and is carrying me out the door to the kitchen

"Can you not walk or something?" Louis asks

"No... Niall dragged me in here" I complain

"She doesn't want to eat" Niall blurts out

"Gee, thanks" I say in the most sarcastic tone possible

"Well lucky for you, I made you a special breakfast" Harry smiles

"No thanks, I'm not hungry" And as I say so my tummy rumbles

"I think your stomach begs to differ" Zayn says

"When was the last time you ate?" Niall asks resting me on a bar stool

"Uhhhm... 3ish weeks ago..."

"WHAT?!" Liam yells

"Why haven't you ate?!" Niall asks harshly

"Rick wouldn't give me any food" I tell them

"You could've bought food" Harry informs me

"He didn't give me money"

"So the man who was suppose to take care of you did everything he could to make sure you didn't get your basic needs?" Niall asks

"Basically"

"Are you actually hungry?" Zayn asks

"Yes and No, My tummy is empty but I'm not hungry" I tell him