teenage dirtbag ♕ joshler

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tyler's in my gym class. only my gym class.

and i still have't even said 'hello.'

and it's been a freaking month.

i had melanie come over the day he moved in, and we spied on him through the window together. we both knew that he wouldn't notice me. he just fits in with the popular group.

he's already best friends with brendon, the most popular and fuckboyish guy in our grade.

but tyler doesn't fit in very well. physically he does, but obviously not mentally. he doesn't laugh at their jokes that much, he's too quiet around them.

it's extremely adorable, which doesn't fit in there.

he wears band t-shirts, which was practically illegeal in their little popular people group. he wears buttoned up flannels now, but when he changes in gym i know he wears band t-shirts under it.

i noticed he has about ten different 'iron maiden' t-shirts.

so i listened to it, and by god, it was the best music i've ever heard in my life.

he made eye contact with me today during gym, and i was a wreck the rest of the period.

at least i made him giggle when i fell.