Lost in Reality

Chapter 2

Trigger warning: self harm/depression mentioned. If this bothers you, don't read the flashback.

Scott POV

I didn't mean it. I really didn't, but it slipped out. And now I don't know what to do. I don't get angry very often. I guess you could say I bottle it all up and that was tha last straw. But I didn't mean to hurt her. I was so angry that she did that to me. Not to mention that everyone else went along with it too. But I snapped and couldn't hold it in any longer.

~flashback~

My world turned upside down.

"Matt took her."

Matt. Her ex. My enemy. He did awful things to her. I can't stand him.

That month was the worst month of my life. I became depressed. I felt like things were never gonna get better. I had lost the love of my life. It was during that month though that I decided if we ever found her, that I wanted to marry her.

But I didn't think we would find her. I blamed myself. I wanted to die so bad. I even went as far as cutting. Mitch helped me through that. But I thought she was gone forever.

~end flashback~

When I had looked up and saw Kirstie was gone, I thought things were gonna be the same as they were a couple months ago. I was terrified. And so I snapped. I screamed at Kirstie when she came back. Avi had to stop me, I almost slapped her. And now I feel terrible. I didn't mean to. I love her and I don't know what came over me. And now she's angry with me. The hurt in her eyes was too much for me to handle. I started to apologize but she didn't want to hear it. She grabbed the ring, threw it on the ground and ran away. And the worst part, is that Avi wouldn't let me go after her.

A/N: guys don't kill me, I know I'm so awful at this updating thing, but I promise I'll try harder. I'm gonna start working on the next chapter tonight, so hopefully it'll be up soon. Also, I'm sorry this is such a short chapter, they'll eventually get longer. Stay fcute y'all! Love you ❤️