Chapter Eighteen :goodbyes Part 2

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Goodbyes Part 2

"sometimes goodbye is optional and even in the end we'll understand that they are better off. "
             Mumtaazg

Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeep................" noooooooooo!! "she cries echoed through the hospital. An as seconds turn to minutes, minutes turn to hours. Christian couldn't take it any longer walking towards the young woman he hug her but she didn't want him to hug her, with all the force she had left in her, all the strength she pushed him against the wall hitting his chest "you could have saved her! WHY DIDN'T YOU SAVE HER?!!!" a fresh batch of tears escape until she fell to the ground and let darkness overtake her.

"chrisie, come on sweetie. Smile for mommy, come on " her smiling face, her voice, the moment i first got hurt, she cried more than i did. I still remember that.

FLASHBACK

" oh my god, Christina what happen "she cried as she touched my wound. I tried wiping her tears but that only made her cry louder. "oh dear god if something had happen to you i couldn't be able to live with myself." she kneeled in my height and hug me so tight i felt as though i couldn't breathe "oh my baby girl" she cried...

Later that day we had ice cream and I walked outside right behind me i knew mom would be. She'd never leave. She promised to always love me.

FLASHBACK over

"mommy!! "she screamed out doctors and nurses holding her down, sedating her to stop the screaming.

Christian stood in the door listening as her screams only grew louder and louder until the corridors became silent and he feared for the worst. His mother came beside him as sobs escape and turned into heavy tears. "she... She'd never forgive me" he said between sobs. "no honey she will forgive, its not your fault, Christina will forgive you, you are her father after all" he only shook his head and cried louder. Grace feared for his mental health. "Emily... She'll never forgive me" he said again "why won't she forgive Christian?"she a little disappointed thinking of his metal state after all that's happened. "Because i promised her she'd be OK " he got up walking away from his mother.

Walking towards Emily's hospital he stood there and all those memories coming back. "remember the promise i made to you in high school i said 'I'd Always protect you no matter what, I'd save you from this fucked up world' I'm sorry i didn't keep my promise, I'm sorry Em, if i couldn't keep it. I'm sorry" he cried and cries.

Grace and Ana watched from the door way. An Ana found her self tearing up. "he'd made such a promise to her" Ana said to herself more than Grace.

A/N the next chapter will be called promises.

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