You want me to be happy than tell me how, you want me to be just friends than you want to fuck me the next minute then as I lost all the other girls you dump me out of the blue and date him. You say your fed up but I am beyond fed up you said I used you and yes I did but you used me too. Like last night or today you still want to pursue a relationship even though your with the "man of your dreams". You made cat scar me, ozzy and I hate eachother all because of you, I told you thing nobody ever knew opened up to you and excepted your love but you just blame it all on drugs. I said from the very beginning I would have your children and be your husband whatever you need and now some how ozzy's better than me. I get it's shouldn't of been with others and yes I feel guilty but you and the gotham squad are against me. I am sick and tired of being pulled this way and that because what you don't understand is I love you always will but I am never gonna be happy they treat me like meat or the next husband they just need to have but I am never gonna be the perfect dad. You keep toying with my emotions and I keep getting depressed so tell me babs how can I be happy tell me I really wanna know. You said you loved me and if you really love someone you let them be happy well tell me how I can be happy?
Signed, Jerome Valeska