College Boys

c h a p t e r t e n

Sunday, 25th September

When I was a child, my parents would warn me about certain things.

They would say,
"Don't get into the cars if people you don't know. Even if they give you sweets."

And I would ask, "Why?"

And they would reply, "Because they're monsters that will eat you and spit you out. And you will never be found again."

And that's the truth.

Whenever I sleep with someone, I feel like I've been eaten by this monster of pleasure, and this amazing feeling washes over me.

But the next day, I realise that this; that little feeling that only lasted a few seconds before I collapsed, with sweat embracing me, wasn't worth it. I would wake up, the bed sheets clinging to me because I'm sweaty and sticky.

And the person I slept with would say:

"Get the fuck out."

And when they said that, I had felt like I had been kicked out from the tranquillity of heaven, abandoned by those around me.

I knew I was only a booty-call.

I did.

But they didnt have to be so horrible.

So I was truly surprised when Mike was

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