Cutting again chap.12

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Sunday     Gloria's p.o.v.

I woke up with Ethan on my lap and I tried to get up without waking him up but he woke up.
E:hey
G: I'm sorry
E:it's okay I needed to wake up
He started to get up and walk towards the door.
G: where are you going
E: I'm going to try and find Grayson
G: okay see you later I guess

I honestly don't know what is happening between me and Ethan. I went to go change into overalls, timberlands, and a striped shirt( pretend it's longer cause you know she is insecure)

I was about to go up stairs until I got a Text from Ethan Ethan🤔: wow my mom just told me if Grayson was a girl his name would be Clarissa and his middle name is all ready Bailey 😂😂I was going to text him back until I got another text sayingEth...

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I was about to go up stairs until I got a
Text from Ethan
Ethan🤔: wow my mom just told me if Grayson was a girl his name would be Clarissa and his middle name is all ready Bailey 😂😂
I was going to text him back until I got another text saying
Ethan🤔: oh shit sorry wrong person

I just left him on R because i didn't know what to say. I got up from the couch and was still on my phone and I was at the bottom of the stairs about to walk up until I looked up and saw Grayson standing in front of me. My breath hitched when I looked at him and he stared walking closer and closer to me and I started backing up until my head hit the wall.
Me: shit
I grabbed the back of my head cause it hurt .
Gray: Awee what happened did the little girl get hurt
He said pouting his lips I mumbled
Me: look who's talking Clarissa
I didn't think he would hear me but he did
Gray: what did you just say
I randomly came out and said
Me: awe what a cute girl Clarissa Bailey Dolan
I instantly regretted it as soon as I said it. He looked at me with anger in his eyes and his jaw clenched and got even closer to me, shit he was as close as he could get. He grabbed my waist and pulled it to his and when I looked up at him I felt his lips smash onto mines. At this point we where making out and that boy knows how to kiss. He picked me up and brought me to the couch and laid me down so he was on top of me. We where still making out when he grabbed my hips and put it on his core then his pushed his hips against mines and started to dry hump me. I moaned not wanting to then I bucked my hips moving them and we where both dry humping each other by now. I had my hands tangled in his hair and pulled it he moaned and then pulled away and said
Gray: unless you want me to fuck you I would stop
I just looked at him with a shocked look on my face realizing what just happened. He got up and said
Gray: still think I'm a girl
And then he winked and walked away .
I have no idea what just happened I got up and went into Ethan's room and opened Instagram to look at the comments under my picture and just started crying I read:
Eww she's so ugly
I'm glad she left so I don't have to look at that anymore
Why doesn't she kill herself and would do us all a favor
And there was so many more I grabbed my bag and went to the bathroom and got my blade out that I always bring with me and just started cutting myself .It felt so good I cut myself at least 5 times and I wasn't planning on stoping that soon until I heard 3 loud bangs on the door

Graysons p.o.v.
Gloria looked so good today I don't think she was trying but she did. Oh the things I want to do to that girl . I walked downstairs to see her standing there on her phone. I walked up to her and teased her a little then she called me a girl. I was mad but I took advantage of the moment next thing I knew I was dry humping her on the couch.  She bucked her hips and did the same thing to me, we were moaning and she was turning me on. I got off of her and told her if she didn't want to get fucked she should stop. I went to my room and about 10 minutes later I walked pass the bathroom and heard sobs and i knocked 3 times and asked her if she was okay.
Gloria: yea I'm fine I'll be right out
I didn't want to get in her personal space so I went to the couch flicking through the channels and about 5  minutes later she walk out and into Ethan's room .


An: I will try to post again asAp I hoped u liked it. I would of posted this yesterday but my mom took my phone. Keep adding to your shelf , following, voting , and commenting. You can always DM me I will reply. The next chapter will be juicy. Ok I gtg
Bye my loves 😍💕💍

Peace ✌🏽️

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