Im okay chap.19

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Ethan's p.o.v.
I drove her to my house my, parents weren't home because they had some business thing Tonight Gray was still at the party. Once we were at my house i looked in the back seat and she cried herself to sleep. I carried her inside up to my room and removed her clothes and put one of my shirts on her so she was comfortable. Thinking about what geo tried to do it her today really made me so fucking mad and it broke my heart to see a beautiful girl with a sweet heart like Gloria get hurt like that. Her back was facing me so I wrapped my arms around her waist and cuddled with her until I feel asleep.

Later/3:35am
I woke up from hearing screaming. I turned Gloria on her back so I could look at her. She was screaming, crying, kicking, and breathing heavily. She was having a nightmare....."GLORIA" I yelled shaking her a little trying to wake her up. I kept shaking her and saying her name trying to wake her up. She woke up crying and breathing heavily a second later she jumped to the opposite side of the bed trying to get as far as she could without falling off of the bed. She was holding her legs into her chest crying while looking me in the eyes. I just saw pure fear in her eyes a tear slipped out of my eye seeing her like this, she was scared, scared of me, she was scared I was going to hurt her..... " gloria I-its okay it's just me it's just me Ethan your okay" I said with my voice cracking in the middle. She just shook her said saying no, I didn't want her to feel this way "baby girl please it's just me, look at me" she looked up at me into my eyes again and I said "I promise you you're okay I'm right here baby I won't hurt you" while giving a weak smile. Another tear slipped from her eye and she jumped onto me grabbing me like it was the last time she was gunna she me. She buried her head into my chest and just cried into my shirt Creating a wet spot while I held her rubbing her back telling her everything was going to be okay. I did this until she fell asleep but now I couldn't sleep I felt like I had to stay up to protect her to keep her safe.

8:00am
I woke up at 8 but I fell asleep at 5 I still couldn't believe geo could do that to Gloria, he could've done it just because he was drunk but I don't think that's the case.....at all. I don't like him being with Gloria at all I could treat her so much better if she was mine. I was laying down with her, our legs together,my arms wrapped around her and her head in my chest. Of corse she looked gorgeous she always does .She was still sleeping until I felt her head move and her start to slowly wake up, I probably did something to wake her up because she's a really light sleeper.

Gloria's p.o.v.
I woke up and Ethan's arms were wrapped around me. I sat up and looked at him admiring his features "good morning beautiful" I heard him say with a weak smile. A tear slipped from my eye because I know I'm not beautiful and I was thinking about last night. I quickly wiped it away so he wouldn't see and said "good morning" with a forced smile. "Hey Gloria I don't want you to be with geo anymore I mean I know I can't tell you what to do but please Gloria..... please he tried to hurt you yesterday and seeing you like that hurt me". I couldn't tell him the truth and I knew I couldn't break up with geo that wouldn't work ..... "No Ethan it's okay thank you for helping me last night but it's fine geo was just drunk" lie" and he didn't mean to hurt me I'll be fine" I said to Ethan on the verge of tears "Gloria" he said "please" "it will be okay I promise well I got to go home now geo will probably want to talk to me "I said crossing my fingers under the blanket with a forced smile trying to keep myself from crying. "Okay but please be safe Gloria I'm going to text you later to check up on you okay ?" "Okay bye Ethan" I said "bye baby" he said then hugged me tight cause I knew he didn't want me to leave.

-at home-
I finally got home Ethan tried to drive me but I told him that I would walk it took a lot to convince him to let me walk. Since my parents weren't home it was just me and I was starving but the food locks are still there so I guess I'll just have to wait. I went up to my room and I was just going to try and forget about the hole thing with geo and just pretend that it didn't happen so things wouldn't get worse with him. I went to my room and I got a text message and it was from ......... Geo.

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