I was getting tired of blaming my cat.
Thing is i love my cat and it really sucks that I'm making him out to be this violent horrid creature when really he is just my lovable ball of fluff, a.k.a. patrick. It was just lucky no one from my school had met him, other wise they would definitely suspect things.
The only person that does know is my mum, she made me go to a therapist, it wasn't pretty, most days i didn't leave my bed and when i did i didn't go outside the house. When i did start going back to school i was getting bullied so bad because of my scars i had to pull out, i remember one night going home with bruises all up my arms and legs and my heart sinking as i looked into my mother's eyes. She looked so disappointed, not because of what they did to me but because there was so little she could do.
So i was pulled out of school and transfered to a new one, in a new place, Ohio to be exact.
Today was my first day.
I spent too long planning what to wear, and settled after 45 minutes on a death cab for cutie shirt i got when i saw them live, a beanie, and black jeans.
As i walked out the front door of our new home my mum kissed me on the forehead, "good luck ty, if anything goes wrong, anything at all you call me, ok?" She said,
"Ok."
I walked nervously into the main office, and was greeted by a sour woman with a fringe that consisted of four loose hairs bleached blonde,
" joshua dun! Late again?" She asked me, not looking up from her desk
"No, I'm tyler, tyler joseph."
She nodded, "righto sorry about that, well your first class is in room H03, it's down the other end of the school, did you need some help finding your way?"
I shook my head, "I'll find my way."
Well i didn't find my way, i ended up going into a class and asking them to help me, the teacher asked a boy sitting in the back row of the room to lead me there, i didn't see his face until he came to the door,
"Hi, im josh, and you are?" He asked. it took me some time to respond as i was momentarily in shock at how stunning the boy in front of me was. he had bright pink hair, a nose ring and the most beautiful eyes I'd ever seen. they were soft but still held so much beauty, i was stunned. His name sounded familiar, "i-i'm joseph- i mean tyler. Tyler joseph is my full name i just- anyway..."
He smiled, "well it is a pleasure to meet you, tyler joseph. right this way." He stuck out his arm, and i took it, feeling my cheeks go red. I wasn't used to people being nice to me.
He lead me down a hall, then down two more and it was quiet but not the awkward type, which was nice. When we arrived at the door of H03 he took a piece of paper out of his pocket along with a pen, scribbling something on it, when he handed it over to me, i saw it had numbers written with messy hand writing, "this is my phone number. If you ever get stuck, or need help with anything, call me." He smiled before walking off. It shocked me a little how forward he was. No one had ever been so polite to me, and all in one morning! I looked back down to the paper, in small writing underneath the number it said stay alive. I felt myself blushing again, he must have seen the scars on my arms, they were fading now but still visible. It was sweet though, maybe the sweetest thing anyone had ever done for me. Stay alive, i thought to myself that's actually quite catchy...
The eNd i don't really know whats gonna happen but i thought i would give this a go, it is my first time writing fan though so please dont take it too seriously i know it is a bit shit. I will try to be active and write many chapters and stuff but im not gonna promise anything // goodbyee for noww 💙💙
