only us // sdmn

×one×

Dear Josh,

Have you heard from anyone that's still..

Around?

Have you kept in touch with them?

I wish I did.

I regret everything.

I regret deleting my messages.

I regret telling you all to grow up.

...I regret leaving.

I made the hugest fucking mistake I've ever made.

I wish I could turn back time,

No reference intended,

And put everything back to normal.

When we were all happy.

And I hadn't brought on this whole thing.

And I hadn't caused some of my best friends' suicide.

Honestly, why do I write these?

You're not reading them.

You never will.

I guess it's some sort of habit.

A bad one.

Love, Simon x