only us // sdmn

×thirty-three×

This chapter is a bonus chapter all what happened Freezy before he was put into a mental hospital.

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With all of the events that had been happening, the Cals knew that they had to be there for each other.
Recently, Freezy had been using Tobi's flat a lot, and he practically lived there now.

The blonde sighed, pressing his weight against the glass of the balcony and watching as the street lights glow beneath him and the stars twinkle above him.

He'd always fantasised of a view like this, but it wasn't the way he wanted it to happen.
Above him, 4 friends were watching over him. They weren't gone, he knew they were still there.

Ever since the events happened, the stars would appear.
They were different stars to the rest.
They shone a brighter white.
The same 4 stars would all appear in a line, revealing themselves at exactly 5pm, when the sun went down in winter.

He knew it was them.

I miss you.

He'd whisper it repeatedly, every night when he saw the stars.

He rubbed his face, resting his head in his hands while his eyes wandered the grass below.

Why can't I get over you?

Is another thing he'd often say to himself.
It'd get too much sometimes.
Seeing them all 1 last time would clear his problems.

He lifted his phone out of his pocket, unlocking it and holding his arms out over the edge of the balcony as if he didn't care if he dropped the phone.

To: Chip

Where are you?

Sent - 21:11

He sent that 2 hours ago.
It was worrying him, as Chip was the closest friend he had now. Along with Cal.
Chip listened.
No matter what was going on in the boys life, he would move all of it out of the way for Freezy.

"Cal?"

He turns around, seeing his roommate standing on the edge of the door that lead to the balcony.

He didn't look right.

His body was shaking.
His eyes were red and puffy.
His nose was a blotchy red colour.
His face was pale.

"Are you okay?" Freezy whispered to him, and he shakes his head.

"I don't know how to say this.." Cal mumbled.

"Cal, you're scaring me.. just, please tell me.." he says, his voice becoming shaky along with his hands.

"I-I can't, it'll hurt you t-too much.." Cal whispers, standing out on the balcony, and leaning against the glass with him.

"I've already been hurt enough by everything, Cal. Nothing's alright anymore! Everybody's gone! You and Chip are the only people I have right now.."

Cal looked away when he heard the final sentence, and laid his head on the barrier of the balcony.

"he's dead.." he whispers so quietly, if couldn't be heard.