Because of Him || Hayes Grier

Chapter Sixty Four

HAYES' POV
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I have the house to my self for the weekend which is pretty good.

I like being alone sometimes.

Everything has been really hard without Liz.

I can't function right.

I hate what I did, but I can't go back in time.

BRIANNAS POV
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The tour ends in a few days were at our last stop in London.

With these few weeks with Liz and Maddie, I really found my real friends.

I found the people who I can trust.

I found my best friends.

I'm literally having a time of my life.

And I'm starting to have feelings for Sammy.

He's the only person in Magcon who don't hate me.

Because everyone in the group is SO overprotective of Liz and Maddie. It's not funny.

Sammy is too but he stuck by my side.

"I'm hungry." Liz said.

"You're always hungry." Sammy laughed.

"I know." Liz laughed.

"I got some chips if you want some." Sammy said.

"Yes please." Liz said.

"What are we gonna do today?" Liz asked while stuffing her face with chips.

"I don't know. We have our last show today. You guys can come with you want to. We can have you come on stage for the questions segment." Cam said.

"Sure." Maddie smiled.

"Yeah, it'll be fun." I smiled.

"We have to leave at 11:00." Nash said.

It's now 10:00 but we're all ready.

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"AHHH!!" The fans yelled as the boys were called out on to the stage.

"We'll be also having three special guests today! Lizzie! Maddie! And Brianna!" Bart yelled and we ran out after the boys.

LIZZIES POV
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The fans screamed but I'm really scared their gonna ask about Hayes.

"Quiet down. Okay, anyone got any questions?" Nash asked.

"You." Nash smiled and pointed to a girl in the front.

"Lizzie, what happened to Hayes, did you guys break up?" She asked.

This is what I didn't want.

"Its complicated." I smiled.

All the guys looked at me with the look "Are you okay?"

I nodded.

"Next question!" Can yelled.

"You! Pretty lady!" Aaron pointed to a girl.

"Brianna, did you shave sex with Hayes?" A girl asked.

Jesus Christ. I don't want to think about this!

I got off my stool and ran off stage.

I just wanted to have a good time.

That's why I went on this tour.

But everything has to go fucking wrong!

I lost the best thing that happened to me.

You might be thinking.

"You could have kept him and forgiven him"

It don't happen that quickly.

He had fucking sex with a girl who bullied me!

I ran to the bathroom and locked the door.

And cried.

I can't do this anymore.

I didn't think I was gonna do this again but I'm so upset.

I searched through my bag and u finally found a back up I had.

A razor.

I lifted up my shirt and showed my wrist with my scars.

I thought twice before I done it but I sliced mr arm.

Once

Twice

Three times before I couldn't take the pain anymore.

"Lizzie!! Open the door!" Sammy yelled.

I've always been close to Sammy. So I decided to let him in.

"Liz! You didn't need to do this!" He said.

"I'm sorry, Sammy. I can't do this anymore. I lost the best thing that has happened to me. I don't now what to do anymore." I cried on his shoulder.

"I know how it feels, Liz. But you don't have to self harm. If you need to talk, come to me. Please." He looked on my eyes and I nodded.

He put pressure on my cuts with paper towel but quickly left to get a first ad kit.

He wrapped my wrist up and looked me in the eyes once more and said:

"Lizzie, I love you so much. It kills me to see you do this to your self."

"Thanks, I love you too." I smiled.

"That's the smile I love. Just know that everything will be okay. You will find someone who will make you happy." Sammy smiled and I think he's right.

"You're right." I smiled.

"Come on. Let's go." He smiled and put out his hand.

I grabbed his hand and walked out of the bathroom with him.

Everyone was still on stage because all of them wasn't aloud to leave the stage.

But I'm happy it was Sammy who came.

"Go back on." I smiled.

"Are you sure? I can't stay here with you." He said.

"Yes, I'm sure. I don't want to ruin your time here." I laughed.

"Okay, we'll talk later. Okay?" He smiled.

"Okay." I smiled.

He kissed my forehead and walked back on stage.

I'm aloud to go back out there but I really don't want to.

Good thing I have a long sleeve shirt on, or I wouldn't be able to cover up my wrist.

I'm really grateful for Sammy.