Angel's POV
It's been a week since we were back to normal. That week was when we forgave each other, for hugs and many sorry.
And it has been two weeks since me and Mac erm.. kinda broke up. We haven't contacted lately. And if I see him, he's just with his friends, laughing sometimes. And sometimes, he's with a girl. And a pang of jealousy hit me. I guess we're just not meant for each other.
I was now heading to the library to borrow some books since I like to read and all. When I reached there, I left my bag outside and went in.
Oh geez.
Now I'm looking at a group of boys with one girl. And guess what? It's them. The campus heartthrobs. I saw Mac laughing with a girl and the others are reading. A pang of jealousy hit me again. Ugh, why can't it just stop. I know we still love each other but erm we need to cool down for a bit. You know, since that 'incident' happen.
I shrug it off and head towards the book shelf. I search for the book that interest me and aha! Yeah! I found one. I sat at a near corner of the library which no one else was there. And... I'm trying to avoid them. I opened the book and a little note was there.
"If there is someone you love, fight for them. Learn to forgive but not always.
Suffer, then suffer. Love, then love. It's still your choice in the end."
It's nice actually. Yep, I learn to forgive. I learned to love. But I haven't did one yet. Fighting. Fighting for the one you love.
Did i fight for him?
I'm just dumb. Dumb as always.
"What are you doing here?"
I was alarmed at the voice. I looked up to see Mac who was looking at me.
"Why? Is it not allowed?"
Can't you see I'm having a peaceful world here?
"I'm having peace here so shoo shoo."
"Psh it's still a library after all." He said then turned his head to a shelf and got a book. But his voice sound cold. A pang of sadness hit me. Yeah I can do this. "You know you can sit there." He pointed at the table and chair that is available. I looked at it and it was near to their table so no thank you. I don't want to sit right next to them. It'll be awkward.
"No thanks. I'll stay here." I said coldly.
He raised an eyebrow and chuckled. "Suit yourself then." He said then starts walking away. The way he walks, it seems like he's leaving. I sighed then stood up. I think I'll be leaving the library for now.
I started walking out of the library and went directly to the comfort room. I didn't notice that tears are already bursting out of my eyes. I quickly wipe it off using my handkerchief. God, I don't want anyone seeing me like this.
But I guess I deserved this. I'm the one who told him that we should cool off first. Ugh get a grip Angel, stop this nonsense.
Inhale.... exhale....
I relaxed myself and make sure that there were no more tears rolling out of my eyes.
When I finally relaxed myself, I went out of the comfort room.
"You took so long in the comfort room."
"Waaaaaaaaaah!" Holy shit. I could've had a heart attack. Phew. Wait, I look at the person who said that. He was leaning near the girls comfort room. Wtf!
"What the hell are you doing there?" I said still maintaining my breathing.
"Leaning. Duuh." Sarcastic much? I ignored him and rolled my eyes heavenward, as he grinned devilishly at me I pushed my shoulders through and didn't bother to look at him. Why is he waisting time on me?
"Hey! Angel! Where are you going?"
"None of your business." Where should I go? Hmmm....maybe I'll escape class and go home but that would be boring. I glanced at the man who's tailing right behind me, so annoying!
"You're so cute when you're out of this world." I can't help but be flustered by his statement, can't he just stop?
"Why are you still following me? Don't you have an appointment with another woman?"
"Another woman?"
"Erm yeah, the one who you were with at the library."
"Oh that woman..." he grinned as if he was remembering the girl. His smile hurts me. Wait, cool off Angel. Cool off.
"I'm going now." I said as I walked. I'm going home anyway. I want to study and sleep.
"Hey hey wait up!" What the f--k!!
I felt a heavy lift on my right shoulder. I turned my head and I saw an arm laying on it. "Erm excuse me, get your arm off my shoulder."
"How about I treat you?" What? That ain't gonna work. But I am hungry ARGH damn it. "Let's go?" And he dragged me to I don't know where.
Guess I'll be with this douchebag for now....
