"You want this?" I looked up to him and saw his blue eyes. In his left hand was a chocolate ice cream and in his right hand was a cookies and cream. "Or this cookie and cream?"
"Hmm.. Yeah sure." I relied as he gave me the ice cream.
"It's my treat so I need to do this." Huh? He said as he licks his chocolate ice cream. "You know, we should talk."
I knew it.
"Tsk. What's it about anyway?" I said as I locked my ice cream.
"Us."
"Huh?"
"Us." He said as he forward then backward his index finger at himself and me.
What the hell?
Wait, I ain't ready for this. I need to go home now.
"I need to go home." Actually, I just need to avoid this topic.
He's rushing it. I haven't even said to him to rush or whatever. But he's rushing it.
"Why so early? You're not usually like this. Going home this early."
Tss...
I know that.
I just wanted to go home and rest. And....to kinda avoid him.. This topic. But he's pushing it to the limits.
"Why are you doing this?" I asked. He went silent for a while.
"Because...."
"Because what?" My voice raised and some tears fell already.
"Never mind.." He said silently. "Go home. It's getting dark."
He said as he started walking past me.
My whole mood changed from drama to angry.
What the f does he want?!
He said that I won't go home yet and now he's telling me to go home because it's getting darker?!
What the hell is his problem?!
I'm fed up already!
"Mac!" Oh shit.
He turned back his head at me with a unusual face.
"Can't you just tell me what the hell is your problem?!"
He still stayed silent.
"Just tell me!" It hurts already. I can't even breath with all the pain I'm feeling right now.
Why can't he just just tell me?
Teardrops.
Oh shit.
I'm already crying.
I can't believe this.
I can't believe him.
I can't believe what's happening right now.
I just can't.
Then suddenly, a hand was on my face wiping my tears. "Hey..." He said soothingly.
"Hey hey hey, sometimes things need to let go. Not all things stay and hold on. Just like us. You're still holding but you're slowly getting tired of holding on. Just let go Angel." His words stuck me.
'Just let go'
Do I need to let go?
Does this mean it's the end already?
No. Way.
"I loved you Angel but there are just things that are needed to fix. I thank you for being in my life."
I can't believe it.
"Just please, I don't want you to get hurt anymore. I know I'm being a reckless boyfriend to you. And I regret it. I'm sorry."
I need to decide.
Think Angel. Think.
Okay.
I slowly get away from him.
"I've made my decision." I breathed heavily. I hold back my tears from falling. "If that's what you want, then fine."
Even though it hurts.
I need to do this.
I need to...
"I'm letting go now."
...end this.
