Shattered Mind (Slow Updates)

Chapter 7

*WARNING TRIGGERING CONTENT*

Alexis's POV

"Tommy would never do that and maybe your little girlfriend is just a slut and wanted to get him into trouble!"

No.

"She says she was forced but you know she was willing but then felt guilty and pretended to start crying and act like she was forced!"

It's not true.

"She's just a pathetic slut that wants attention! Why else would she slit her wrists?"

Stop please.

"It's not my fault, maybe the slut should have killed herself the first time she tried!"

Stop!

The words kept going through my heads, changing from her voices to Tommy's and to my father's. I ran to my room instead of Damian's fully aware that Ash and Cassy were running behind me but I didn't care. The second I got to my room I shut the door and locked it, I wanted to die and I couldn't stand it anymore.

I ignore their pleads to let them in and go into my closet and grab out a lockbox, I unlock it and take out my best friend. The metal was cold against my skin after being in here for so long, my bag was in Damian's room so I couldn't use the one I kept with me but I always hid this one in case they toke all of the other ones away.

I sit down right were I am and I put cut after cut into my wrist not caring how deep I go but I don't do the final cut vertically down my wrist just yet, wanting to save that for last. There was so much blood but I didn't care I just wanted to end my life and let everyone be happier without me. Right when I was about to make the final cut something fell down next to me, I dropped the blade the second I saw it.

It was a picture of me and my mother, I was five at the time and this was the only picture I had left of her after my father had destroyed everything in my room before coming here demanding for me. Her smile was bright as she held me tight in her lap, her light brown hair draping around her. I was about to pick it up but my fingers were bloody and I didn't want to taint the picture.

I lay on my side still on the floor and just stare at it, I was starting to get very tired and my vision was blacking out. I knew I would be able to see her again, to have my mom back after she was taken form me so long ago. "Ill see you soon mommy" I whisper before my eyes close completely.

Cassandra's POV

"Alexis! I beg of you please open the door!" I beg knocking on the door over and over knowing that Alyssa's words affected her majorly and I know shes going to do something she will regret. I turn to Ash with tears in my eyes. "Please keep trying to get her out I'm gonna go get the others" I say quickly before bolting down the stairs almost tripping.

"Damian! Help!" I yell and I see him with his head in his hands but he looks but the second I speak. "She locked herself in her room and I know something bad is gonna happen if we don't get in there." I say quickly while sobbing and I don't even wait for him to answer before bolting back upstairs.

I didn't have to stay to know he would follow because he passed right by me along with the other two. "Baby please open the door! I will bust it down." Damian didn't even wait and slammed his body into the door and broke it down. I gasped and started sobbing even harder at the sight of all the blood and her sliced up wrists.

"Call the ambulance now!" Damian orders but from what I could see from behind my tears Tony was already calling. Damian toke a random shirt and tied it tightly around her upper arm to try and make a tourniquet. "Baby please stay with me, you cant die." I hear him whisper with tears streaming down his face. Me and Ash clung to each other and within minutes the ambulance was here and they brought her out on a stretcher.