Shattered Mind (Slow Updates)

Chapter 2

Alexis's POV

After the party was over we all were cleaning up besides Cassy and Randy, they wanted to stay and help but I convinced Cassy the she should go back to her dorm with Randy and just relax to spend the rest of her birthday.

It was almost midnight and we had school in the morning so Damain told me to go to bed and that he would be up in a bit. I shtugged and said good night to Ash and Romy. Ash graduated last year so it was only me and Damian that had to go to bed for school but thank god it would be Friday but I also had to go to therapy after school.

I go into my room and change into fluffy pj pants and one of Damian's hoodies with a tank top underneath. I go into his room and get into bed but lay awake waiting for him to come to bed. Sadly I didn't put on any music or whatever so I ended up in my thoughts.

When I was alone with my thoughts I would always think about what would happen if my father escaped or if he sent his buddies after me. Ever since Damain saved me that night from that guy who was making me call him Sir, I haven't seen or heard from him since.

I got my number changed so that he couldn't contact me and I have a bad feeling that one day he is just gonna show up. It is possible I mean he does know I live here because he used to watch me to make sure I was following his rules.

I felt the bed shift and can't help but look up frightened but I calm down when I see its Damian. He lays down and pulls me close but doesn't turn the lap off yet. He moves my hair out of my face and without speaking he kisses me and I happily kiss back thankful for a distraction from my thoughts.

He deepens the kiss and gets on top of my but doesn't trap me knowing I get scared when someone does that. I wrap my arms around his shoulders as we kiss and he trails kisses down my jaw line to my neck and gently nibbles and sucks on it leaving a small love bite which makes me let out a small moan before kissing my lips again.

He then just sets his forehead against mine, looking into my eyes. "I love you so much Alex." He whispers and I grin. "I love you too Damian." I whisper back and kiss him gently before gently pushing his chest which he understands right away and gets off of me.

I cuddle up to his chest and he wraps his arms around me protectivley. "Goodnight baby." He whispers after turning off the light. "Goodnight." I whisper back and slowly fall asleep in his arms.

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The alarm goes off for 6:30, forty minutes before we have to drive to school. I go to pull out of Damian's arms but he groans and pulls me back down. He pulls me close and I blush feeling something poke my stomach. That is the downside of sleeping beside him sometimes but I risk it.

"Alexis baby do that again, I like seeing you bounce like that." He mutters. I blush even more, great he's sleeping and having a wet dream about me. I sigh and flick his forehead until he groans and opens his eyes. "Baby what was that for?" He asks and rubs his eyes loosening his grip on me now so I somewhat quickly move away from him.

He looks at me confused as to why I moved so quickly before looking down and blushing slightly which I would have teased him about but I knew now was not the time. "Shit." He mutters and covers it with a pillow as if I don't know. "I'm sorry Alexis, I didn't mean for that to happen." He says but I'm already walking over to the door. "Nope I'm just gonna pretend that didn't happen but you can take a shower in the downstairs bathroom." I sigh and I hear him sigh before walking into the bathroom across from his room.

I look in the mirror and see that I was still blushing, who can blame me? He was having a wet dream about me and was hard. I sigh and get into the shower without looking at my body, not wanting to see the scars. Its not like this is the first time it's happened.