Shattered Mind (Slow Updates)

Chapter 5

Alexis's POV

*Dream*

I look around and see that I was in the club again which confused me, I look around and see that I am in the main part of the club and not the VIP section which confuses me and worries me. I walk around confused and make sure that I am careful of not to bump into anyone since it seems like I am in the middle of the dance floor.

But no matter where I go I end up right in the middle again. "Damian!? Cassandra!?" I try calling out but my voice is drowned out by the music. No one even looks at me because of how loud the music is.

I bump into somone and look up in hope but it turns to horror when I see it's Tommy, he smirks at me and grips my arm hard making it hurt. I try to scream but no one can hear me from over the music. He then grips my arm harder and drags me out of the crowd. We go into a door and suddenly its completely silent and dark.

"Please let me go, I won't tell anyone what you did to me." I plead but he ignores me. I'm then thrown onto something soft but my arms and legs are restrained. A single light shines on me and I look down to see that somehow I'm naked.

I look up at my arms to see they are tied to the bed. Tears run down my face and I hear a chilling chuckle. But the person that comes out into the light isn't Tommy. He comes closer and smirks, he sits on the bed beside me and whispers in my ear.

"Oh baby, I'm sick of waiting. You are just a pity fuck after all so I shouldn't have waited all thoes years trying to make you trust me because frankly, you not speaking was so fucking annoying but your voice is even worse." He then looks into my eyes still giving me that smirk.

"Please don't do this Damian." I beg sobbing and he just ignores me. "Alex... I own you, I will do whatever the fuck I want to you. "

*End of dream*

My eyes shoot open and I'm sweating so badly, but the second I open my eyes I see Damian's face and the dream felt so real that I still felt like I was in that dream. I scream and pull out of his arms, I quivkly get out of the bed and press my back against the wall across from him.

"What the hell..." he groans and when he looks at me he sits up immediately. "Baby whats wrong." He goes to stand up but I whimper and put my hand out which catches him by surprise. "Alex?" He whispers in such a hurt tone but it doesnt effect me at that moment.

The door is suddenly open and Romy looks at the both of us. "What the hell happened?" She asks and I run to her, the second I get to her I start to sob violently. "I- I don't know, I woke up and she was scared of me." Damian says to her while she holds me protectivley. I hide my face while I shake in fear and confusion.

Romy sighs and leads me out of the room and into the hall but shuts the door so we are alone. "Hun what happened? " she asks rubbing my back. I try to take a couple deep breathes before realizing that it really was just a dream and I felt horrible that I did that to Damian.

I start sobbing again but this time it wasn't out of fear, but out of me being an idiot. "I had a nightmare that the guy that had blackmailed me got to me again but he turned into Damian." I say quietly.

There was no way in hell that I would tell her the whole thing because the last thing I want is for them to go after Tommy. As much as I wanted him gone and for me to be safe I really dont think anyone wil believe me.

She sighs and hugs me tightly. "I promise you that one day we will find him and make that sick fuck leave you alone for good." She says determined to not let anything else bad happen to me. Butthats just never going to happen because I just know it that my father will escape prison again. He did it once before for getting caught with drugs but he went to rehad and said he was "better" but right after that he was back to shooting up and selling me.