Shattered Mind (Slow Updates)

Chapter 10

Alexis's POV

The next morning I woke up cuddled into Damian's chest and for once I didn't feel really upset and exhausted I actually felt really happy. I cuddle further into his chest and then every thing caught up to me, I blushed remembering that I was naked and everything that we did came back to me all at once. I didn't regret anything but I started to think that Damian might so it put me on edge.

I bit my lip and looked up at Damian's face, he seemed so calm. I loved him so much and im so happy I was finally able to get passed what had happened to me enough to do that with him. I lightly set my hand on his cheek and couldn't help but smile.

Sleepily, he turns his head and kisses the palm of my hand before opening his eyes. "Good morning beautiful." He whispers as he pulls me closer to his bare chest. I couldn't help but blush a bit since we were still naked, a big smile appears on my lips as all my worries disappeared. "Good morning." I whisper back as he gently kisses my neck. I end up taking a glance at the clock and my eyes widen, just now remembering that we have school and we were an hour late.

I gently pull away. "Fuck, we are missing school. We cant miss anymore." I say panicked and go to stand up but I'm immediately pulled back down and into Damian's chest. "Alex, please just relax. Tony has it covered and is making all the teachers think that you and me are sick, he will bring back work if you want him to. Just please lay with me today." He nuzzles his face into my neck and lightly kisses it.

I sigh and make myself relax, not wanting to even put up much of a fight. Truthfully wanting nothing more than to stay home and be with him and only him. "Okay, but I still want to take a shower." I go to pull away and this time he lets me go, reluctantly. I forget that I'm naked and casually stand up and stretch. "I suggest you don't do that if you don't want a repeat of last night." He says huskily and I squeak, quickly grabbing the blanket with a deep blush spreading across my face.

He chuckles and rolls onto his back, I quickly run to the bathroom with the blanket but at the same time pulling it off of him. "Hey!" I just giggle and leave the blanket outside the bathroom before slipping in and closing the door behind me.  I quickly take my shower and head to my room to change into clothes, I glance at the lock box in my closet and even let my eyes fall on the red stain on the floor. I felt bad that the only way to get rid of it would be to get new carpets. I sighed and changed into leggings and a big hoodie, back into the habit of covering my body even though Damian wouldn't like that.

I walk back to Damian's room and see that he put on shorts but that's it, which I didn't mind one bit. I also see he grabbed the blanket and I couldn't help but giggle. "What I needed it, what if your mom was here?" I say when he gives me a "Why must you do this" kind of look. "Yea yea, but you forget that I was naked too." I blush and walk over to him, I plop on the bed and roll on top of him. He looks up at me and frowns a little. "You know you don't have to cover yourself in front of me, I mean ive already seen everything." He says softly and runs his fingers through my hair.

I sigh and force a convincing smile. "Yea I know but its a force of habit." He sighs but reluctantly nods. "Do you want to watch something?" I nod and lay down beside him as he goes on Netflix and searches for something to watch.                                                                

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Its been a two weeks since that day and I have felt a lot more comfortable with Damian seeing my body, even going further with him isn't that big of a deal as it was but I do sometimes still hesitate. I am no longer seeing Katrina, she had called Romy thinking that she would take her side but she was very, very, mistaken. Romy made it known I wouldn't go anymore and would find me a new psychiatrist, which I didn't object to. I personally thought therapy had help me at least a little bit so I wanted to try again.