"What keeps me sane is knowing I have memories of us,
the pictures captured a glimpse,
but my heart captured everything like a film recorder.
I pray for you
I sit and ask myself why
why couldn't I of been there?
Why wasn't I there you help you?
You are loved. You are missed.
Reach down and take my hand.
Take me to heaven with you.
When I think of you my eyes rain
I don't like to think you were in that much pain
there were no clouds such a wonderful day
if only you kept on shining
You gave me love
and touched my life
it's all over now
you no longer have to fight
Goodbye"
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Zoella's POV
"Honey I have kept your dress on your bed." Tina said from outside of the door.
"I'm coming." I slowly said.
"Okay." I heard footsteps walking down the stairs.
I walked out of the bathroom. Picking up the dress i went to my closet. I changed my clothes and looked at the mirror. I just stared at the mirror. You are still alive.Yes you are.
Zoella!
"I'm on my way. I'm coming." I said running out of the cafeteria and through school maingate.
"Come fast I don't know what's happening!" Chole stammered.
"Chole talk to him.Keep him awake." My heart was under pressure.It felt like it could burst out of me anytime.
"He just saying your name! He isn't even looking at me!" Chole was crying.
"I'm coming.."
Zoella!
"Where is he!" I asked Chole as I ran to her.
"The doctor's took to ICU." Chole said her hands on her waist,she's pacing around.
"What fucking happened?" I demanded.
"The doctors..he was..blood.." Chole weeped hard.
"What are you saying!!" I jerked her.
"He fell off the bed and his stirio attached to his lung broke..I didn't know what..to..do..I " She barely could make out words.
"Chole don't break.." I said ruubing her back.
Zoella!
"Sorry miss You are not allowed to go in." The hospital attended said.
"Please let me just enter once..please.." I requested them.
"Sorry miss..we can't le.." a hospital attended said holding me back.
"Ms Chole,is here someone named Zoel.." The doctor said.
"I'm Zoella."
"The patient is not staying calm..he is calling you.." the doctor said.
"Can I just go inside! Please!" I couldn't help but crying hard.
Zoella!
"Sweetie I am calling you for an hour,Everybody is waiting for you."
"Why they have to wait for me, I'm not here." I said opening my door.
"Ohh..Sweetie don't cry..please..it is really hard for all of us.You've stayed strong all the way.You have to stay strong now also. Come on" Tina said holding by my shoulders.
And that's it.Ian was gone. Forever.Leaving all of us back.
When he died I couldn't even feel the pain.His absence was the only truth.
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