Smudged lines || Jc Caylen

[8]

"What a douche?!" Jc scoffed. I looked down, looking depressed.

"Ellie?" He spoke softly. I hummed in response.

"Can you tell me now, why did you runaway from home, and currently staying at Skyler's?" He asked concerned.

I lifted my head, looking straight into his eyes. "Can we talk about a, what can I call this, happier topic?" I sighed.

"I'm sorry," He paused. "But I really don't understand why you won't tell me."

I sighed. "Trust me, you don't wanna know," I paused, taking a deep breath. "And plus, why do you care?" I tried to sound less harsh.

"Because, I wanna help, I want you to always count on me." He places the palm of his hands on my left cheek.

"Trust me Jc, people always tell me that they care and want to help, but in reality they do nothing." I sighed.

"Give me a chance, and I'll show you." I made eye contact with him. He was slowly leaning in. I closed my eyes.

"The bill sir!" The waiter spoke suddenly, which made me jump and open my eyes.

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"So, where are we going?" I asked excitedly.

"Woah, someone's excited." He chuckled. I turned on the radio, Mr. Wrong by Mary J. Bilge and Drake Was playing, one of my favorites.

"Me and Mr. Wrong get along so good,
Even though he breaks my heart so bad." I sang along.

"Woah." I heard Jc say. I turned, looking at him. He was looking at me with wide eyes. "Sorry I sound like Kermit The Frog." I chuckled, awkwardly.

"Fuck! You sound like a damn angel!" He exclaimed. I chuckled softly, then blushed.

"God! I wanna bang you so hard right now." He mumbled, hoping I won't hear. He failed.

He parked infront of Target, for some reason. "Get snacks, as much as you want." He smiled. "Okay?" I kind of, asked. I didn't know what was going on.

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"Oh my god!" I exclaimed. I couldn't believe what I'm seeing infront of me. "A drive in movie?!" I squealed. Jc nodded.

He got out of his car and opened the trunk. "Come check this out." He smiled. I smiled back, getting out of his jeep. I walked to the back of his car, to be nothing but surprised.

He turned his trunk, into a perfect movie night set up. Pillows, blankets, snacks and drinks. Just perfect.

"Jc! This is- Oh my!" I stuttered, covering my mouth with my hands. I almost started tearing up.

"You like it?" He seemed kind of nervous to know my answer.

"You kidding me? I love this! Thank you Jc!" I engulfed him with a big hug.

It feels just like I'm laying on a cloud. He's so warm. I feel safe, So safe in his arms. I don't want to let go, I never want to let go.

I hugged him tighter. I'm getting the feeling of never waning to let go. He was slowly trying to release his arms.

"No!" I mumbled in his neck. He chuckled. "Ellie, we have to get in the trunk." I hugged him tighter. "Just- keep on hugging me." I mumbled again.

He picked me up, as I wrapped my legs around his waist. He climbed into his trunk, with me still holding into him. I layed my head on a pillow, getting comfortable. He layed ontop of me, placing his head on the crook of my neck, I was still holding him, more like cuddling him.

His lips touched my neck, which caused shivers down my spine. "I wish we could do this everyday." He mumbled against my neck. Just date me already.

It's weird, that, I really, really love him, so much actually. But I don't know why I feel like he doesn't feel the same, and why I won't take any compliments he say, not even believe them. And whenever he flirts, I act annoyed. I feel like I can't date him yet.

I literally just met him like what, a week and a half? And I'm alreay deeply in love. But it doesn't feel right. I don't know if I can trust anyone, after what Alex did to me. It doesn't feel right.

He will make it feel right.
I hope.

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"I had so much fun today, thank you for everything." I flashed a small smile.

"Anything for you, babygirl."
Babygirl, damn.

I watched his eyes getting shiny, through his blonde curls, since his hair was covering half of his right eye. His eyes explored my features. I was getting self conscious.

He started slowly leaning in. slowly, slowly. He closed his eyes as he got closer.

I breathed in. I felt his minty breath on my lips.

"I'll see you later." I rejected him, and went for a hug.