Beware (r.l)

Chapter 1

I hate my life. Too many neglections and rejections in my life. I was used. But I was too stupid to not see that. God opened my eyes when I found out I was carrying another life in me, and when that asshole ranaway. He has put so many things on my shoulders. I hope I don't have to see him again, because God knows how much I'm gonna hurt him. Just remembering everything makes me feel as there is no point of me living because I have wasted my life. My parents sent me out packing when they found out about me being pregnant.

{Flashback: The News}

{A/N: I'm naming the flashbacks so that it will make sense}

"Mom...dad... I'm preg..nant..

"So, Taishae, you have been running 'round to boys' house, and you be there, sleeping with 'em?!"

"No daddy, hear me out. I only slept with Ray, no-one else"

"Taishae shut your dutty mouth. What did I say about Ray? I told you to stay away from him. But Taishae has her own mind. Take yourself and your mind OUT of my house and raise your child with Ray"

"But daddy..."

"Who's your daddy. Not me, because the children I have are supposed to listen."

"Momma?"

"Taishae, just go. I can't deal with you. I wish you all the best in life."

I can't forget that day. My mom was in tears and my dad was angry as fuck. My dad chucked me (and my things) out the door.

From there, I went Kaisha's house.

"Hey Shae. Why you look so upset?"

"Kai.. I'm pregnant..with,Ray baby.."

"Sorry, but I can't help you. But do you know what could've helped you? A condom. Now get away from my house."

"Kai, pleasee, my parents chucked me out and I have nowhere to go. Help me out here. Every problem you've had, I helped you. Now, can you please return the favour?

"Im sorry, but I can't help you with this one. Go to your baby daddy house. He'll help you out."

The door closed in my face. So much for a friend.

I next went to Ray's house. I knocked on the door, and Ray came to the door.

"Hey Shae."

He leaned in and kissed my cheek. Tears rolled down my eyes.

"Shae, what's wrong?" he asked with a look of concern.

I cried more.

"Taishae, please tell me what's wrong? I hate seeing you cry. No matter what it is, I will always love you.

"Rayan, I'm pregnant"

"Oh hell no bitch. Don't be lying to my face. I don't love you. Leave, scadoodle, sayonara, adiós.."

"But Ray.. what happened the other day,  was it just a fairytale? You are so thick."

A sharp slap came across my face.

"I ain't thick. Who do you take me for? Let me just tell you, that that ain't my baby. It's probably Chresanto's baby anyways."

"What makes you think that shit Ray? Chresanto is Cristalina's man. I can't go sleeping around with my bestie's boyfriend, because you are my boyfriend Ray."

"Taishae, walk the fuck away from my door and I don't want to see you near this street. So goodbye hoe."

I couldn't believe this ishh coming out from his mouth.

I started walking to McDonalds because I was hungry and I walked into a close friend of mine, Yasmine.

"Taishae, what's wrong? Why you crying on this beautiful day?"

I explained to her the whole situation.

"Dont worry, you can stay with me."

"Thank you so much Yasmine. I really appreciate it."

"Its no biggie. But where were you going in the first place?"

"McDonalds, to feed myself and my little one."

"I'll play for you, its the least I could do for a friend."

"Thank you."

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