Hi I'm Neena Villanueva i'm a nerd who later became a normal high school girl. Actually hindi yan ang tunay kong pangalan, my true name is Nyx Marquez that's why di na kilala si Neena Villanueva. Nalaman ko na lang na di ko pala tunay na mga magulan...
Hi I'm Neena Villanueva and yes I'm a nerd. For people like THEM, the popular, the heartrobs, the average and the bystanders they bully me and I'M THE LOSER and what I can only say to THEM is I DON'T REALLY CARE I'M SO SORRY I DON'T TALK TO STRANGERS. Kaunti na lang pupunta na talaga ako sa Sagada tapos sisigaw ako ng napakalakas dun at ibubuhos ko buong lakas at galit ko tss wag nga sila.
Oo nga pala ulitin natin from the start na talaga; I am Neena Villanueva turning 15 years old in December 21, isa akong loner kasi 15 years ay wala akong kaibigan at tsaka pag normal hs girl ang sasabihin nila ay NBSB ako- No Boyfriend Since Birth, talented daw dahil marunong ako kumanta, drawing, painting, literature, playing piano and guitar.
I'm the only child pero tinuturing kong kapatid mga pinsan ko na inaalagaan ng fake parents ko pero this time alam kong cousin ko siya na mga 5 years old pa lang. My greatest friend uhmmm.... My dog cause I'm an animal lover. Eh GREATEST ENEMY? Of course the one and only Sean Evans!!! Siya lang naman ang sumira sa buong buhay ko porquet ako top 1 and he's always right behind my back, matalinong lalaki, GWAPO DAW WEHH, GENTLEMAN DAW, KIND DAW, LAHAT NG GOOD CHARACTERISTICS DAW NASA KANYA, well well well, nagkakamali sila hindi lang kasi nila nakikita yung napakagandang kulay nun.
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Let's start sa kauna-unahang parte ng buhay ko na hinding hindi ko makakalimutan :)
Dear Diary, joke hindi toh diary ;p ehem ehem... Let's start na talaga...
3 years old ako, I'm the robot human kasi my face really shows no emotion at all, in short I'M SUPER DENSE. Nung nakilala ko siya, YUNG MOKONG NA YUN! Siya lang naman ang kauna-unahang taong sumira sa buhay ko. I was just a new student back then because I was really home schooled but my teachers gave up on me not because I'm dumb but because I'm too smart, no offense pero yun daw talaga yung sinabi nila.
My fake parents decided to make me a real student at a real school with real classmates and real life, ang daming real. Siyempre lahat ng tao may kahinaan, ang kahinaan ko ay communication and stuff about friends. The first day of school was really a nerve wracking one, it's my time to introduce myself pero I ended up saying nothing but sorry with no emotion, naiintindihan naman ako nung teacher kaya siya na yung mismong nagsabi nung informations ko at siyempre hindi mawawala ang "Please be friends with her", yup that one and then sumulpot na siya at ang sabi niya "Ma'am paano kami magiging magkaibigan eh kung ang alam niya lang ay sorry at hindi pa marunong mag smile man lang o mag shy face or anything" then the teacher scolded him "Sean! Kaya nga siya nag-aral dito para maging marunong makipagkaibigan siya! Learn to understand that! Alam kong Top 1 ka pero don't forget your attitude and manners!" the he replied "hmpp" then glared at me. I was his seatmate and I always catch him making some faces that I can't understand and he always glare at me.
Ok lang ako dun pero nung announcements na nung mga positions sa academics, I was the Top 1 and he was the Top 2 kaya hindi lang faces and glares ang na rereceive ko mula sa kanya; I always receive bruises from falling down the stairs, broken glasses, blood and of course words shaped like knives daw sabi nung iba kasi wala daw akong maintindihan sa mga sinasabi niya, I never cried not even once, I never made some faces with emotions, I just stand there, sit there, fall there and lay there like nothing happened. Saklap diba pero ang alam ko lang ay "wala po akong pake", I don't understand anything.
Then a day came when my senses woke up because he was teasing the dog, he was kicking him even though his kick was really weak but I never thought that the second one will be really strong because I became a human shield to the dog, hinarangan ko siya nung he was a about to do the second kick. I glared at him so badly that I can see his scared face but unluckily I passed out not because of the kick but because of all the pain. I suddenly felt all the pain and feel like passing out para ma cover lahat ng sins niya, he carried me by on his back and blame it to the dog SO HE FREAKING PISSED ME then when I heard that I saved some strength to slap him hard and my parents and teachers were surprised. They knew the truth because of that slap well I forgave him for that, that's why he wasn't expelled, he's just suspended for 3 weeks.
Well he's really pissed up until when we became 1st year hs students because we always have the same school. I was easy to target with words because of that incident but I never cried hahahaha. I never did have friends but a day came when I met Cara Smith my only TRUE friend. She was the one who saved me from all the people who like Sean Evans that's why they bully me. It was hard for her but I always help her fight against them. I know Sean's weaknesses that's why it's easy for me to gave threat to him pero wag muna ngayon kung baga save the best for last 😉. I always hang out with her and we're like magnets even if one of us is far when we meet, we can't be separated.
My parents were grateful for her being the second friend of mine, guess who's the first, of course no other than that filty freaking jerk SEAN EVANS, yeah they thought we are friends because Mr. and Mrs. Evans are friends with my fake and REAL parents, an arranged marriage was supposed to be held thanks to my fake parents they said it was too early. When we heard that we had a clue why we always ended up with the same school and even sometimes we're classmates and seatmates though it sounds normal pero hindi talaga, it wasn't normal.
He always tricks me with pranks and stuff and guess what, Mr. Evans right here has a list of all the girls in campus that he would like to be his girlfriend. It's like a shopping list of girls then he would just broke up with them just to show off his coolness. His friends would even dare him to date me, well guess what hindi po ako katulad ng mga ibang babae diyan na nabibili o nakukuha basta basta little by little I understand a little bit about life and survival of the Last Girl Standing and that was me.
He was too disgusted with my glasses eh siya nga hindi ba disgusting yung personality niya, oh he can't still get over with my Top 1 position because up until now he is behind my back he's just Mr. Top 2, almost perfect nga daw eh, the looks are perfect, the skills in both basketball and soccer (kasi captain siya in both sports kahit bawal kaso nga lang siya pinakamagaling so...), the smartness (wehh, are you kidding me? He's in the second place not the first one) and one of the most important cause (hindi po because yan, cause and effect yung sinasabi ko) why hearts are caught but not mine is his personality (SERIOUSLY!!! ARE THEY KIDDING ME? HIS PERSONALITY? THEY MUST BE JOKING, AFTER ALL THE THINGS THAT HE DID TO ME THEY CALL THAT KINDNESS AND CHIVALROUS? HOW CHEAP). Pag talaga ako napalaban talsik yang mga sinasabi nila sa kanya sus pag talaga ako makikita talaga nila ang bagsik ng bagong AKO at hindi lang naman sila, of course kasama na rin ang the one and only Mr. Evans 😉.
When it's the last day of my 2nd year hs. The truth was told, I was really confused but I managed to swallow whole the issue. Now I'm a third year hs student and let's begin the Neena Villanueva to Nyx Marquez Plan. Kahit na maraming papeles na inilakad at nag iba na yung pangalan ko, ako pa rin toh tsaka my real parents, my fake parents, and I are now living in the same roof; our house is really big but what keeps pissing me off is that my neighbor is Mr. Sean Evans.
Author's Note:
Hope you like my story :) it's my first book that's why I really put my whole effort in this one. Once again sana magustohan niyo hehe tinagalog lang :)
