To live without love pt3
In early December it happened, the love of my life had lost her life to save mine. She protected me even when I was dealing with those mouth breathers and i'll still never get over how El called them that. She was the first girl I could ever look in the eyes, the only person who was ever able to really understand what im dealing with and how I really dont like living with my mom and dad. Her name is Eleven Ives, the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. She took my breath away and then stole my heart and made it hers day two. Her eyes when they glow I cant help but feel myself getting emotional. She has been hurt several times and once I found out my anger intensified and I wanted to kill everybody working in hawkins facility. The Hawkins facility is known to be filled with ignorant people but I wouldn't have thought that they were hiding El inside. Dustin and Lucas wanted to come over today to do a 6 hour D&D campaign and I was really happy that they didnt hate me for pushing them away so many times. Joyce byers wanted to talk to us about eleven so she came over during our campaign which we were about already 2 hours in. She seemed a bit on the emotional side and kept looking me in the eyes everytime I told her I was okay. I got the feeling that she didnt believe me but I didnt try explaining myself cause truthfully I wasnt okay. Ever since I lost El, Dustin and lucas have have noticed a change in my personality but whenever they would confront me about it i'd always pretend I didnt know what they were talking about. Well to change the topic Nancy and Jonathen have become closer. They go out and shoot soda can's together which is cool but nancy seem's to be studying more about human anatomy with Steve. He still sneaks up to her window and I catch him or hear her talking to him since our bedroom's arent far away from eachother. It's annoying but I deal with it and soon enough hopefully I wont have to anymore because well, her and steve arent getting along to well. Pretty much my life sucks but it sucks even more because I lost the girl I love and i'm still trying to wrap my head around what happened. I really miss her....my little El that loves eggo's.
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To Live Without Love
RomansaI just wish she would come back to me because now that I know her to live without her seems impossible. I just feel so lost and so alone, how does one live without his love?
