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I'm sorry for the people who like this story...

I had three chapters ready to post for y'all, but I threw my computer and the documents deleted.

If you wanna know why then scroll down and I guess keep reading if not then I'm sorry for no post.

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I think I know what heart break really is now. The whole situation is complicated.

My ex-girlfriend that I deeply loved with everything in me just broke my heart by telling me the last time we dated she really liked me.    Liked?

Just before she said that, I told her I loved her. We were together for over 6 months and broke up only a few months ago, but we started talking again and a few days ago I admitted to her I missed her a lot while she said the same and we got back together last week and I swear to God it made me so fucking happy.

All of my friends could tell how happy I was because I'm not the most cheerful person lately until she came back into my life, but she wasn't over her ex and I guess she's just not ready for another relationship and I get that. 

I told her I didn't want us to be together unless she was 100% ready and I guess now just isn't the time. 

I know it's stupid to cry over it, but I just keep getting hurt and I just want someone to be here, you know? I feel like I have nobody and it's just so depressing being alone. 

I'm hurting so bad right now.


If anyone has any advice on this type of stuff, please let me know? 

Anyhow, enough of my ranting, I'll work for another chapter soon.

 I'm sorry. :(



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