How do you get that lonely
Louis- "how do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad,"
You were at Louis' funeral service after he committed suicide. He texted you that day saying he loved you with all his heart but he couldn't take the pressure anymore.
"Now up to speak was Louis' fiancé (Y/N)" the man said and you walked in front of everyone. As you looked around and saw everyone's tears you couldn't hold back anymore.
"I just want to say, if any if you, directioners or anyone knows how he got so bad that he would do this please... Tell me. I need to know" and with that you ran out. Away from the reality that Louis Tomlinson would no longer make you smile.
Harry- "it said he was only 18, a boy about my age. They found him face down on his bedroom floor"
You had found Harry. You were his best friend and he wasn't answering any of your calls so you went to his house and there he was, empty bottle of pills and a note. You picked it up and read,
"(Y/N),
I know you'll find me, after all the messages you've sent me I know you'll be here before anyone. I guess it all just got to me. But what hurt me the most is you. I loved you. I still do! But you're with him and you can't see that he's treating you like shit. Every time you come over and have another bruise. A black eye you tried to cover with make up I saw right through it. I saw the pain in your eyes every time you had to go back to him. I tried to beat him for it but, he said if I touched him he would kill you. He said he would leave you alone if I was dead. So I did. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I love you with everything I've got. I wish I could've given you the world, but I could only give you my world and (Y/N), you're my world. I love you I love you I love you!"
Tears rushed udown your cheeks as you knelt down and ran your fingers through his curls.
"I love you Harry Edward styles." You said as you gently kissed his head.
Niall- "to make you make the call, that havin no life at all is better than the life that you had"
It was three in the morning and Niall was on tour and your phone rang.
"Niall?"
"Hi princess." He said but you could hear his voice crack.
"Are you alright?" You quickly sat up.
"Yeah don't worry. I just needed to hear your voice." He said.
"Niall, something's wrong."
"No no, don't worry just talk to me." He said.
"Niall,"
"Will you come see me?" He quickly said.
"I have school."
"Please princess, this is important." He begged.
"Yeah, I can Niall what's wrong?"
"I said don't worry." He chuckled. Niall flew you out that next day. When you got there he held you tight. You were there for three days and he held you the whole time. He kissed you deeper, and told you he loved you every ten minutes. It was time for you to head home. You two were at the airport and he wouldn't let you go.
"Niall, I'm worried,"
"I told you not to be." He smiled but you felt his tears falling.
"Wh-"
"Shhh, you have to go princess, I love you. More than life please tell me you know that."
"I know Niall, I love you too."
"How much?" He asked.
"You're my entire world." You said and he kissed you hard but it was filled with love.
"I love you!" He shouted as you boarded. After a 13 hour flight you got off the plane and you had 43 texts from Niall, all saying how much he loved you. The last one said I'm sorry. A small girl came up to you with tears in her eyes.
"Oh my- what's wrong?" You quickly asked.
"Thank you for making him stay for longer!" She sobbed.
"What?" You said and hugged her.
"He really loved you. I didn't want him to go." That's when it hit you, he took his life and you and the girl sobbed together about the man you both loved.
Liam- "how do you get that lonely, and nobody knows"
You and Liam were in all the same classes in high school. He was always quiet. Like you, he was bullied. No one ever knew but you saw it in his eyes. He was so sad, hurt and lonely. So that day that all the students were called to the cafeteria you knew exactly why. The principle played a video and his face appeared.
"Hello, my name is Liam Payne and I just have a quick something to say. I see the way you all pick on (Y/N) well stop. If you don't she will end up like me. I can see it. Stop, the consequences are deadly. Not to mention she's the most beautiful girl I've ever laid eyes on. So stop."
"Ten minutes later Liam Payne committed suicide." The principle said and you ran out with tears running down your face.
Zayn- "Did no one see the writing on the wall?"
You and Zayn had gotten paired up to do a project together and he insisted you go to his house to do it. You and him walked to his house and it was a lot bigger than you expected.
"So... My sister and her friends are using my room for some video so we can work in my art room... I-if that's alright with you." He said and you couldn't help but notice he seemed nervous.
"That's fine." You said and followed him. He open the door to a graffiti filled room and your mouth hung open.
"Wow." You said and you could see him blush.
"You're amazing." You said.
"It's nothing worth showing. I've never brought anyone here... My mom hasn't even seen it." He said and you felt flattered. Then you turned around. An entire wall covered in knives, blades, blood and poems.
"What's-"
"Nothing lets get to work." He said quickly. You walked over to him and grabbed the sleeve of his large sweatshirt and pulled it up. Surprisingly he didn't stop you. As you looked at his tan skin you saw the red puffy lines covering his arms.
"Zayn,"
"You think I'm a freak." He whispered.
"Not at all."
"What?" He said and his eyes lit up.
"You're most definitely not a freak." You said and lifted the sleeve to your jumper.
"We express ourselves in many different ways." You said revealing your sleeve of tattoos.
"You don't seem like the kind of person to have tattoos"
"And you don't seem like the kind if person to self harm." You said.
"I have tattoos too." He said stepping closer to you so your faces were inches apart.
"And I have scars too." You grabbing the fabric of his jacket that was placed by his hips.
"I guess we aren't that different."
"I guess not" you said looking in his eyes and he quickly placed his hands on either side of your face and kissed you hard.
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So there's that! Kinda sad I like zayns thought :)))) sorry this took so long I got a new phone and my iPod broke and who uses computers these days!!!! Okay anyway
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Melbrat!!!!!
Cause I totally love you more than life unicorns day should freakin exist you know how cool that would be!!!
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