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Make amends

By the time I managed to wake myself up it was around 3'o'clock in the afternoon,

Brian still hadn't gotten home so I decided I'd hide what I'd done.

My head was hot and sticky and my eyes were bloodshot and saw. As much as I ached and every little cut burned when I moved, I had to hide it as best as I could.

I carefully climbed out of bed and avoided the dry blood on the floor, checking through the cupboards I found spare sheets an covers for the white bed spread that was now mostly red.

I replaced it all, putting the old covers in a pile by the door ready to take down and wash but before I did so I got changed.

Brian's top and a long sleeves vengeance university hoodie, and for the bottoms I put on a pair of black leggings.

I took the knife and pills along with Brian's shirt and the bedding downstairs into the kitchen, where I put the bedding into the washing machine and the knife in the sink to wash up. I put the pills back in the cupboard.

I took a seat at the breakfast bar after making myself a drink. I took the time to cool off and sort myself out.

Matt said he'd take me to the doctors when we got to Huntington, so maybe I should take him up on that.

Right now I don't think I've ever wanted so much company in my life, I felt so alone.

I finished my drink and washed the cup up along with the knife, then heading upstairs to clean the floor. I got a damp cloth from the bathroom and wiped it all up then throwing it in the washing basket.

I heard pinkly bark from downstairs then the musky voice of Brian telling her to hush.

I made my way downstairs slowly, Brian was in the front room sitting on the armchair with his head in his hands.

Making my way down to crouch In front of him, well I did the best I could.

'Brian?' Placing my finger under his chin and lifting his head so we came to have eye contact.

He said nothing, just stared deep into my eyes.

'I'm sorry, for everything' I close my eyes and gently kiss him on the forehead. 'I love you'

I then stand and go to walk away but Brian grabs my hand and pulls me back.

He lifts me to sit on his lap and I try my hardest not to let him see it hurt... like hell!

'Don't be sorry, it wasn't your fault. I should of told you about Michelle but I'd didn't and you had to find out the hard way. You hurt yourself over the things you heard and I feel so bad. I love you' He takes my hand in his.

'It's okay you don't need to worry about me, I'm fine honestly and I'm just glad that I finally know. But if there's anything else you need to tell me, please don't lie again' I gently place my hand on his cheek.

'I will, I promise you. Now let me see your arm, do the scratches hurt?' He takes my arm in his hand.

I snatch it away and jump up.

'Yeah it's fine, just saw. No need to be messing with it, just let it heal' I say standing I front of Brian.

'Okay as long as you're sure baby' Brian stands i front of me, leans down and gently kisses my lips.

I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him closer to me. In turn Brian wraps his arms round my waist gently pulling me up slightly.

'You still look damn good in my t-shirts' He whispers in my ear.

I let out a little giggle as we hug, I'm glad we'd sorted it out. I'm glad we're happy again.

When's Brian gunna find out? DUN DUN DUNNNNN! you will see soon :3 hope you enjoyed the update pals