"i find it unbelievable that we have the same name and spelling" alissa said snapping me out of my dejavu.
"yeah i know" she gave me a confused sorta worried look.
"you ok? you don't seem like a normal person. what are you thinking about? you and ethan in bed?" ugh ew no. wait is didn't say that out loud. "i knew it, you dirty girl".
"what ew no ali, no way in hell, ever no i'm gonna puke" that was overall disgusting but now she mentioned it, it wouldn't go out of my head. i am a dirty 'girl'.
"your bluffing, lissa" i looked up and saw jake standing right in front of me. i could feel a slight dark red raising up to my face. i punched his arm, hard and he winced in pain but half of it i know he was joking.
"hey everyone let's sit in a circle and play a game" i yelled loud over the music. everyone took spots on the floor and i started explaining the game while filling up some shot glasses.
"ok so what we do is, it's like a never have i ever. if you've done it take a shot and if you haven't we'll you don't take one" everyone agreed in playing and bethany went first.
"never have i ever had sex" wow that's a way too start it.
cam, alissa, jake, grayson!, ashley! and ethan took a shot. ethan? i could feel water coming up to my eyes but i pushed them back and tried to continue to play. next went madison, i would've expected her and jack to have sex but i guess not.
"never have i ever ditch a girl on a date" she laughed slightly and ethan drank a glass and then so di-
"sup bitches" someone yelled coming in the lounge room. what the hell is he doing here. i looked over at ethan and his fists were tight and his jaw was clenched.
i got up and walked away to.. hayes.
"what the hell are you doing here, i want you out of my house now!" i whisper-shouted. he grabbed my face and before i could pull back he kissed me, i felt nothing and once i could pull away i did and i slapped his face and kick him in the balls.
i looked behind me and everyone was so shocked. i tightened my fists and turned back to hayes.
"now i want you out and never back here in this street again, understand?" he nodded rapidly and rushed out.
"i'm sorry" i said looking straight into ethans brain as he's eyes were on the ground. "i'm going upstairs just to freshen up".
"i'll come" said ethan. i sped up the stairs with ethan following close behind.
"i'm sorry, i just i uh. ethan i couldn't.. i couldn't pull a-away". i said tears brimming my eyes and soon falling down.
"hey i know, it's not your fault. just jealously over took me. i don't want anyone to use my baby girl as advantages of any kind. you're mine now and that's all that matters to me, keeping you safe" i put my head down and he lifted it back up with his single finger as he kissed my lips softly.
every damn time he kisses me it feels like fireworks explode in the mid-air.
this small kiss soon turned into a full sesh hot make out. he started kissing down my neck and i let out a small moan. i covered my mouth and he looked at me and laughed, soon i laughed with him.
i checked downstairs and it looked like everyone was probably asleep. they all got here like at 11am and my mom still isn't home and it is 10pm.
ethan grabbed my waist took his shirt off and i stared blankly at his full solid toned abs.
"wanna come to bed?" i nodded fast and changed into my brief pyjamas. i hopped under the sheets and faced ethan he grabbed my waist again and pulled me closer than i was, i don't know how it was possible.
i could feel his small breathes through my hair, i felt safe in his arms all the time. i love ethan dolan.
ETHANS POV
i asked lia to come bed, trust me that's not what i meant by 'come to bed' anyways sje gladly changed and hopped in.
i'm laying here with her in my arms. it has been about 5 minutes and i could hear her small snores.
"i love alissa louise reed" i said as i planted a kiss on the top of her head.
"what did you say?" oh shit she was awake. my eyes were popping out of my head she gave me a confused look. "d-did you say you l-oved m-me?" she stuttered. i started blankly into her eyes and gulped pretty loudly.
"i uh i guess i um did yeah" a big smile rose to her face and she sped to my mouth and planted a thousand small kisses on my lips and all around it.
"i love you too ethan grant dolan" wow we've been dating for less than 24 hours and we are already confessing our love for each other, wow impressive.
"by the way, im still a virgin i just wanted a shot" i said as i planted a kiss on her forehead. she chuckled and rested back into the open part of my neck.
this time i knew she was asleep.
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