*listen to song, on repeat if you have to*
GRAYSONS POV
"gray babe, try get some sleep ok?" i nodded my head slightly at ashley and rested along a few open chairs.
i started blinking a few times until a felt sleep over take me.
*dream*
"hurry up ethan, oh my god" i whispered causing ethan to grab the back of my shirt which made me fall to the ground.
i saw him walking off but he wasn't getting away with this. i grabbed the back of his shirt and punched him in the nose, causing him to bleed a little bit.
i crossed the road and turned around waiting for ethan.
"HURRY UP YOU FUCKWIT!" i yelled. he starting crossing the road and i turned around starting to get ready to skate the rest of the way.
'bang, crash, boom'
i turned around to see a flipped car and a leg or something underneath and ethan was no where in sight.
i looked to a corner to see two halves of a skateboard.
"ETHAN" no no no, this is all my fault, i ran over to the other side underneath the car trying to lift it up. there ethan laid.
"SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE HELP" i screamed tears running down my face. "ethan wake up, please just wake up"
a few minutes later of me holding onto ethans stomach where blood was pouring out of, an older lady and a around 40 year old man came running over.
"sweetie are you ok?" said the lady.
"i am, b-but my brother .. he's hurt and i- i don't know w-what to do m-ma'am" tears spilled out of my eyes making my vision blurry.
the man lifted the car off ethan with my help and a few others who came and now i was over the top of ethan, checking for pulses and a heart beat, nothing.
"NOOOO! ethan wake up, JUST WAKE UP" i yelled slapping his chest.
"UHHHHH" i opened my eyes to see ethan in shock and awake.
"omg i'm sorry, don't leave me please." i said embracing him in the biggest hug with him wrapping his weak arms around me.
we rushed to the hospital helping him onto a hospital bed, the doctor said i couldn't stay so i was in the waiting room waiting for something or just anything.
a doctor came out around an hour later.
"hello, ethan dolan?" he questioned and i stood up.
"we put him in surgery, everything was going fine but i'm very sorry, your brother is now in a coma and we don't know if he will wake up" i stood there shocked and lost breath for a few seconds.
"thank you doctor" i replied and went back to my seat, tears spilling once again.
after half an hour i had the courage to ring Alissa to tell her to come.
*end of dream*
i woke up suddenly gasping for air. Kristen came over trying to settle me down.
"alissa where's alissa?" ashley ran into ethans room and soon after came out with alissa.
i got lis to sit down next to me and i told her everything. she pulled me into a hug.
"it's not your fault, grayson." tears spilled out of alissas eyes, i knew because i could feel them on my shoulder.
"it is, it's all my fault. I started this mess, no let me speak" i rose my voice as Alissa opened her mouth.
"everything that happened the other day was on me, i'm angry i can't loose another one. I CANT LOOSE ETHAN."
"grayson?" i heard a voice call from a far. i looked up to meet eye contact with my mother and father who is in a wheelchair. tears sped down my cheeks, burning them.
"mr. dolan, what happened?" alissa said from next to me.
"alissa no" i called out.
"no what gray? grayson what's wrong with your father!" she yelled at me.
"HE HAS CANCER!" i screamed, my throat now throbbing and dry. alissa looked flustered. tears ran down her cheeks and she ran to my dad.
ALISSAS POV
sean has cancer and neither grayson or ethan wanted to tell me.
after talking to lisa and sean for a bit my mom and i went back to graysons apartment. i quickly fell asleep into a deep dream.
"ahaha, stop it" i laughed. the boy kept throwing sand at me and i was getting annoyed. "please stop it whoever you are"
"my name is ethan" he said being all cute, how can a 9 year old fall in love with someone.
"i'm alis-"
"sweetheart we have to go now" my mom whispered in my ear.
"bye ethan" i waved and went into the car, driving off from a boy who ill never see again.
i gasp for air waking up feeling sweat dripple down my face.
"i know them" i whispered to myself. i know ethan and grayson.
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woah i'm so sorry i hated this
what do you think will happen?
