it was around 9:30 in the morning when i ran across to the dolans house to say the finally goodbye for the next whatever months. it was pouring down with rain and i was shivering cold like crazy.
i knocked on the door a few times and was finally met with graysons beautiful bed head.
"hey buddy" i said pulling him into a big tight hug that i never wanted to let go of. gray is my best friend i can't stand to be without him for this long.
"lissa, i'm gonna miss you" i kissed his cheek and stepped back and nodded.
"same here, uh is ethan here?" he shook his head and then i sent him a confused look. ""wanna come in and play xbox?" i nodded like crazy and ran up to his room.
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"gray i better go it's getting late" it was only 4:30 but their flight was soon, even though ethan wasn't back yet. i gave him another hug and ran out the door and back home.
"hi sweetie, wanna have tacos for dinner" my mom asked as i walked through the front door, i nodded and helped her by making the mix.
"say goodbye to ethan?" my mom asked as i was pouring the mince in with the veggies. i stayed silent for a minute and then thought if i should tell her or not.
"uh well he wasn't there exactly mom, i really really like him and i said to him a couple weeks ago that i 'love' him but i don't know if it's true" she nodded as i spoke and before she could say something, my phone dinged.
ethan dolan just tagged you in a photo
ethan dolan just posted a photo
i slid my phone opened and it took a minute to upload the picture on instagram.
after a bit the photo uploaded and it was the first photo ethan and i took together, 'our formal'. ok it wasn't the first but it was one of the many we took that night. my favourite.
my hair was curled down and was half pinned back with the chest bit of my gorgeous shimmering dress that i'm still in love with. ethan took this photo, it was a selfie.
i was doing the peace sign and sticking my tongue out and ethan was smiling and doing a wink. we were very close in this photo, i think i was sitting on his lap.
i could slightly see grayson doing one of his crazy faces in the background. i didn't realise that i hadn't liked the photo, i scrolled down and looked at the caption.
"i don't think i'll ever miss someone so much" a small tear was at the brim of my right eye but i wiped it away before it could fall. i liked the photo and went to the comments.
some of his fans were nice, others were plain rude, comments that caught my eyes made me smile but that smile quickly faded.
omg ethans girlfriend is so pretty
i want to be her
you sl*t go get someone else b*tch
kill yourself
i tried to ignore those comments as much as possible and now i was writing a comment.
i'm gonna miss you so much as well ethy ❤️
i know that's 'twelvie' but i call him that all the time.
screeeech
i locked my phone and walked over to the window, it was an uber. crap, they are leaving.
i didn't second think my option but i ran out of the door into the still raining weather.
the uber was on the first half of the lawn but the other half and path were still shown (you can see the front door). i saw ethan standing under the verandah and i think he spotted me.
i started running to him in that lovey type of way, he dropped his suitcase and ran out in to rain and met me halfway. i stared into his beautiful brown eyes with a tint of green. they were sparkling down at me and before i could open my mouth to say something, he cupped his hands around my cheeks and pulled them closer to his lips.
he stopped in his track and slowly started letting go but i didn't let him i pushed me lips onto his with all i had. after a second he slowly started to kiss back and it started getting heated.
he licked my bottom lip asking for entrance and i accepted, he slid his tongue in my mouth and we had a little tongue war, i could feel our lips moving in sync still but i had to pull back because i was gonna loose my breath.
we were both breathing heavy and i heard a slight laugh come from ethans mouth which caused me to smile.
"i- i think i'm falling in love w- with you" he stuttered and i smiled even more pulling him into a short kiss and breaking it soon after.
"i think i'm falling in love with you too" i said quite confidently. it might be the trance i'm in when i'm with ethan but i feel like i fall for him even more every time i spend a second with him.
he rested his head on my forehead and looked me in the eyes. "we can do this" i nodded and we stood there in the rain for around five minutes just staring at each other.
"hey ethan lets go" his mom yelled from inside the uber.
"i'm gonna miss you" we both said at the same time and then started laughing. i gripped him in a massive hug and then said our final goodbyes in person for the next seven months.
goodbye ethan
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