it's been four days, four days of sitting next to his bed and only hoping he wakes up. my mom doesn't know him well but she has shed a few tears. Grayson has a tear stained face and i am here trying to keep it in, be strong, for him.
i have cried once or twice but i'm just in shock.
"Ethan Dolan?" a nurse called out and i stood up immediately along with grayson and my mom.
"yes that's us" my mom said standing in front of me, i peeked over her shoulder seeing the nurse gesturing for us to follow her.
"Grayson!" i heard a voice yell which made myself and grayson look behind us.
it was Ashley. i smiled as she ran toward grayson and smashed her lips onto his. once ashley saw me she ran toward me.
"are you ok?" i'm sure she asked grayson a lot more questions but i just quickly nodded.
"he's strong you know" i said looking at grayson, who was looking down at his feet.
ASHLEYS POV
i looked back at grayson, who was looking at his feet after alissa said 'he's strong you know'.
i saw his face was red so i walked over to him. as i lifted his face and a tear dropped onto my hand.
"hey hey, it's ok. let's go see him?" he slightly nodded and we made our way to ethans room.
"i think we should let gray see him first" Kristen said, alissa nodded and i smiled.
grayson made his way into ethans room while the rest of us just sat and waited.
"are you ok sweetheart?" kristen said going closer to alissa. she slightly nodded as a tear escaped her eye. i think kristen saw the tear because she pulled alissa into her warm embrace of a hug.
"i-i can't l-loose him mo-mom" kristen gripped tighter and rubbed alissas arm trying to calm down, eventually it worked.
"gray?" i asked as he came out of the hospital room. tears rolled down his eyes and i got up giving him a hug, so did alissa then ali went into ethans room.
GRAYSONS POV
"can i please talk to ethan's brother for a moment please?" i stood up looking back at ashley, who nodded giving me the 'go on' face. i walked with the nurse to a corner.
he was silent before he started talking, it was a little awkward and i just wanted him to get to the point. i sort of zoned out and i couldn't hear what he was saying. i wasn't listening at all.
"we have to put ethan on life support" my head shot up and tears threatened to come down.
"wha-what" the doctor patted my back and left after saying 'we're very sorry'. sorry for what not saving my brother, just fucking save him it can't be that hard. i stood in the corner for a while then eventually i had the courage to go back to ashley and kristen and possibly alissa. i don't know how i will tell her.
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sorry for the short chapter
