I couldn’t believe my eyes. Justine was standing in my room. Before I knew it I was running towards her and had my arms and legs wrapped around her in a huge bear hug. Before she could hug me back for a second I felt a huge wave of nausea come over me and I pushed myself off of her and made my way back to the bed to sit down. I bowed my head and focused on deep breathing.
“You can’t just jump on people anymore. You have responsibility now.” Before she could finish I was running down the hall-way to toilet and throwing up the contents of my stomach. Justine was right behind me. She grabbed my messy pony-tail and pulled it back tight so nothing would get in it.
“Fuck responsibility.” I said wiping my face and getting up, washing my hands. I pulled Niall’s jumper off and hung it over the bath. I turned around to see Justine standing there staring at my bare tummy as my singlet was exposing my stomach. “Do you mind?” I mumbled wrapping my arms around my stomach.
“You actually look pregnant… I thought you might just look like you’ve had a big lunch…” She began laughing nervously and I scoffed, pushing past her walking back out into the hall.
I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen. I walked past all the boys, who had obviously ordered pizza because they were all eating all the food. I opened the fridge, pulling out the juice and drinking it straight from the carton. I turned around to see all the boys sitting in numerous places around the kitchen but they all had their eyes on one thing. My stomach.
“Are you fucking kidding me?!” I screeched, snapping all the boys’ attention back up towards my eyes. They all just continued to stare at me, no one said anything. “That’s it! I’ve had enough! Screw you all!” I cried, storming back up to my bedroom and slamming the door shut. I went into my mirror and turned side on. I had a distinct baby bump now. I definitely had twins. I could feel it and my baby bump definitely suggested it. I placed my hands on my stomach and began to cry. I walked back to my bed and put my head in my hands and started bawling my eyes out.
I heard my bedroom door slightly creek open and then shut again.
“Jay?” I heard a small voice through my tears. It was Liam’s voice.
“What do you want Liam?” I snapped through my tears, wiping my cheeks angrily.
“Why are you upset?” I heard him ask walking over to me.
“Because!” I screamed, standing up and spinning around to face him. “Everyone is staring at me! You all just stare me like I’m a freak! I feel fat and ugly enough as it is without all of you staring at me all the time!” I stamped my foot and I was crying so much I couldn’t even see properly anymore.
“You are not fat and you are not ugly. You’re pregnant.” I heard Liam say. I fixed my eyesight and he was standing about 5 meters away from me. “And we don’t mean to stare either, none of us do. It’s just different. The five of us have never seen anything like this before… We are all trying to get used to it.” He said softly before adding on- “Besides, you always wear big jumpers so none of us have seen your stomach since you’ve started showing.” He shrugged slightly and let out a small smile. I let out a sigh and I whimpered my lips. “Come here Jay.” He mumbled and I instantly stepped towards him and wrapped my arms around his neck going up on my tippy toes. His huge hands clamped themselves on my back and he pulled my in closer. “You’re always beautiful.” He mumbled into my neck making goose-bumps appear on my body. I went back down to flat foot before chucking a jumper back on.
“Thank you Liam.” I mumbled quietly, hugging his chest this time.
“Anything for you.” He whispered kissing the top of my head before giving me a small smile and heading to my door before turning and looking at me. “Hey Jay… I think you’re gonna want to see this.” He said awkwardly before I made a quick dash towards the door.
