Cause I Love You | P.CY

Chapter 30

Lee Haeyeon POV

           I don't know what on earth happening to me right now. I just don't understand all of this. It better if I didn't told Jiyong about that because the end, he told me to find out by myself. Just great.

" Haeyeon, can we talk ? " suddenly my door room opened and showed Chaeng. I immediately sat up when I saw she stepped in my room. She sat beside me.

" You looks like you have problem. You know, you can share that with me " she said. I guess everyone can sense that I have problem now.

" I will start work under dad tomorrow " I said. When I studied aboard, I took business. I have my reason why I did that.

" That's great news but I know that not your real problem " how can she sensed it well ?

" Jinyoung asked me to marry him " I replied.

" Is it good or bad ? " I shrugged my shoulder.

" You don't like him, right ? That's why you worried. If you accept, you worried you guys can't be happy and if you reject, you might lose your friendship ? " I nodded.

" Haeyeon, sometimes we need to be selfish for our future. You can always make people happy but don't forget about yourself " she gave me advised.

" If you don't like him, you know what should you do. Just explain to him so he can understand well " she added. She stood up and walked to door.

" Haeyeon, don't regret what you do later. Just like me " she said before left me.

              Should I tell him everything ? If I hold it any longer, don't it like I gave him fake chance ? I laid back on my bed and turned on my phone. I looked at all the photo until I found one photo that really hit me. Why I still save this photo ?

Message from 'Jiyong'
Love can't be force. It will grow by itself. Don't let the anger control you. Good luck, kid.

                He should gave me weird message from now. It gave me headache. He just made everything complicated. I hate that. I went downstairs and saw Eun's husband kissed Eun Unnie cheek. It reminded me of something.

//Flashback//

       I took his pictures while ate ice cream. He didn't notice it. When I look back at the picture I took, he looked like a model. He good looking person. Suddenly something caught my attention. One of the picture that he did winked. I looked at him and found he smirked. I got caught.

" I want to see my picture, stalker " he said and tried to get the camera. I putted it away.

" I'm not your stalker and who said I took your picture " I replied. Suddenly he kissed my cheeks.

" Jagi, blushing " he laughed. I glared at him and left him.

//End Flashback//

               He was a first guy who kissed my cheek like that. He also a first guy that made my heart beating so fast. He the reason why I blushed hard. He also the reason to all the weird feeling I got. That doesn't mean anything.

               Jinyoung a first guy who approached me. He also a first guy that taught me many things. I want to stay by his side. I don't want to lose him.This also doesn't mean I love him. I closed my eyes for a while then opened it.

" Are you okay ? " Eun Unnie asked me with worriedly. I just nodded.

" It been a long time I didn't see Chanyeol. He always be here " Eun's Unnie husband said.

" Chaeng said that he can't be contact. It weird " Eun Unnie replied. I just heard their conversation quietly. I'm the reason why he left and I still remember that well.