You think I'm Okay

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You don't know that I'm crying on the bathroom floor questioning if it's all worth it
You don't know, how deeply you words wound me, that the pain you inflict is worse than the pain I inflict on myself
You aim words at me firing shot after shot like an experienced shooter
You won't know that my thoughts turn dark sometimes the only things from stopping me is you
You won't know that I have more holes than my tattered old ripped black skinny jeans yet you wonder
Am I okay
Yet you wonder
If I'm doing alright
You ignore my pleas
Desperately calling before it becomes to much
You ignore the brokenness plastered on my face, like that cracked photo frame filled with photos of no meaning that sits upon the mantle gaining a new layer of dust as time wears on.
Yet you think
She's perfectly fine
Yet you think
She's got it all if anything wrong it's the other girl
And you wonder why doesn't she believe you
Yet you wonder why doesn't she trust you. 

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