Living with the bad boy (Editing)

chapter 24

The next few days have been rough, ive cut more, i havent spoke once, and ive been locking myself in my room.

Blake keeps trying to  figure out whats wrong with me but i dont even know whats wrong with me, every time he tries to talk to me i just look him in the eyes and hug him then leave

Right now im thinking about just committing suicide, but how.....

RING......RING........

The bell, i walk out of my math class and go straight to my locker and then head to lunch

When i get there i see everyone laughing and eating, i look around then my gaze stops at blake who is already staring at me, i quickly turn away and run, when i got to a completely empty hall way i stop running and sit down against a locker, then bursted into tears

"Maria" a familiar voice whispers i look to my right and see a sad blake standing beside me

"What....." i spoke for once since 4 days

"You spoke" he said surprised and sat next to me

"Who cares"

"I do maria"

"Why"

"Cause im in love with you"

"No your not"

"Why do you think i dont"

"It just feels like your lying"

"Well im not kitten, i really do love you" he said putting his hand on my thigh

"Cool"

"Do you love me back"

"......yes....."

"Then whats the problem aren't you happy now"

"Not really"

"Why" he asked cupping my cheek with his hand

"I dont know"

"What do you mean you dont know"

"I mean i have no idea why im deppressed anymore"

"Is it because for once your life is going the right direction and you dont know what to do anymore"

"I guess"i said looking at him

"Come on kitten" he said standing up and reaching a hand for me

"Where we going" i said putting my hand in his so he can help me up

"To the lunch room your going to be sitting with me and the guys"

"Oh ok" i said making sure that my sleeves are pulled down so people cant see my cuts

When we walked into the lunch room locked are hands together while walking to the guys

"Hey guys look who i got"
Blake said to the guys and they all just looked at me in shook and then they all tackled me into hugs which made me laugh

"Hey guys" i said

"I so awesome to see you here agian" trey said

"I was here"

"But not at our table"

"Only for 5 days"

"It felt like month's cause blake hasnt been happy ever since you stopped talking" trey said and then they all sat down so i sat down next to blake and looked down

"Shut up trey" blake said

"Make me" trey argued back out of no where

"Guys stop what the fuck happened to you guys, you guys were like brother's"

"Well that all changed ever since he got a crush on you" blake said looking at me

"Why do you care were not together Blake" i said but when i said that it felt like my heart shattered

"Whatever maria, date him see if i care anymore" he said storming out of the cafeteria

"Blake......" i said running after him, when i reached him he was about to put his helmet put i quickly took it out of his hands

"Give it back maria" he said sounding a bit annoyed

"Not until we talk about this, why is it so bad for him to like me"

"Maybe because i want you all to myself is that a problem" he said turning around snatching the helmet out of my hand

"Yes it is"

"Why" he asked looking shocked and confused

"Because i dont think we belong together"

"So are you trying to say that we shouldn't date"

"Yes blake i think its for the best right now" i said about to turn away but he grabbed my wrist and i winced in pain

"Maria are you serious" he said pulling up my sleeve and gently brushing his fingertips on my cuts

"Blake im sorry" i said with a tear falling down my cheek

"Kitten please dont leave me" he said pulling down my sleeve

"I have too blake its for the best"

"So is this the end of us"

"I guess it is blake" i said turning away

"Bye kitten" he sobbed

"Goodbye bad boy" i said walking away

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Is this really the end of blake and Maria?

What do you guys think?should i go on or start a new book called the love triangle with the bad boy?