Its now been 2 hours since my first panic attack since 2 years, and the thing is blake hasn't left my side since then.
"Blake you know you dont have watch over me I'll be fine"i said looking at him directly in the eye's
"I know but i dont want you to have another painc attack, how come you never told me about them" he asked putting his hand on top of mine
"Cause i haven't had one in over 2 years"
"Do you know why you had one today around me?"
"I dont know, stress i guess"
"Because we had an argument and it was stressing you out?"
"Ya i guess can we stop talking about this and watch a movie"
"Ya what kind of movie"
"Funny"
"Ok how about minions?" he asked getting up
"Ya that sounds good" i said stretching my body across the couch and now he has no where to sit, when he started the movie he walked to the couch stared at me then lifted my head, sat down, and put my head on his lap
"You comfortable kitten" he asked stroaking my hair
"Ya now be quiet" i said, which made him chuckle
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When the movie ended i looked up at blake and found him already looking at me
"What do you want to do now?" i asked
"I dont how about just sit here and stay quiet"
"Sounds boring but ok" i said and closed my eyes,then out of nowhere i felt like i was being lifted up and when i opened my eyes blake had one of his hands on my back and the other holding my legs
"What are you doing blake"
"Just be quiet kitten" he said and then he put me in a position where my legs are on his and my head was on his shoulder with his arms wrapped around me
"I actually really like this position its really comfortable" is said looking at him in the eyes again
"Me too kitten" he said looking back at me, then he started to lean in and i didnt back away this time, his lips are so close to mine i can feel is breath
"Am i aloud to kiss you kitten" he asked looking down at my lips and back up to my eyes, and i just nodded my head yes and then it happened so fast, his lips made contact with mine and yet again i felt sparks go through my body, then we quickly broke apart when we heard a high pitch scream, i turned around to find a smiling lucy
"OMG I KNEW YOU GUYS WERE DATING"she yells in excitement
"No lucy were not dating"blake said
"But you kissed her"
"Lucy im dating someone else"i said and she looked at me in shock
"You cant do that thats called cheating"she said a bit quieter
"I know but please promise us you wont tell anyone, i was a mistake letting him kiss me anyway"
"But you cheated"
"No i didnt lucy, cheating is dating a person while your dating another person too and what you saw me do thats not cheating, thats just not thinking straight"
"But......"
"Please dont tell lucy i promise it wont happen again"
"Please just keep that promise maria" she said giving me a hug and ran off upstairs,
"So the kiss didnt mean anything too you"
"Idk blake" and the thing is i loved the kiss but i cant have him knowing that
"Come on i know you know just fucking tell me mara" fuck he used my real name that means he's serious about this
"What do you want me to say blake that i love when we kiss that it sends sparks through my body, that everytime im with you i wish the moment can last forever, that each cut i make is how many times i think im going to loose you, or that no matter how hard i try to convince myself that i dont like you that it only makes me love you even more every single day, there i said blake im in love with you" i yelled with a couple of tears falling down my face, and him just standing there in shock not knowing what to say
"I love you too maria" and with that he pressed his lips against mine
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Yaaaaaaaa she finally told blake how she feels but what about brady???
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