Happy Ever Afters Are Fake

Tired. Alone. Sad

Jackie's P.O.V

I quickly got back to my room and closed the door. Tears blurred my vision as I slid down the hard, white door.

"Oh god Jackie what happened?" J.c asked.

"I fucked up J.c" I cried.

I brought my knees up and buried my face in them. My skirt was getting soaked with tears.

"I shouldn't have accepted to go on MAGCON. I shouldn't have never taken Shawn back after we broke up. I should have just stayed home. Look at me J.C! I just have my baby. I can't even begin to describe how stupid I feel right now." I cried.

"Jacks calm down. Everything happens for a reason. Maybe you can't see it right now, but you will eventually. I think your just a bit tired right now. This must be hard on you. You just had a baby, you moved, your ex is being a bitch, and now Kian is a bit upset. But everything has to get worst before it can get better." He said, sitting next to me and hugging me.

I sobbed and laid my head on his shoulder.

"Everything was going so well. It's been less than two years since that day I accepted to join MAGCON. Now here I am crying. I just had a baby. I'm 18 and a single mom." I sniffled.

He played with my hair and nodded.

"Look on the brighter side Jackie. Now you have a baby. A baby is a blessing. You might be raising her yourself, but at least you aren't alone. You have me and as soon as stupid Ass Kian calms down, he'll be down here as well. You still have your dad and Zach. Plus you have Ricky, Connor, Sam, Trevor, and all the guys from the tour." He said confidently.

I looked over at the sleeping baby.

"I love you J.C. I really do. I'm so thankful that you let me live here. Even if today is my first fucking day and I completely ruined it. But I think tomorrow I'm going to go out. I'm going to look for an apartment and be more independent. I don't think I want to be in a house were I make the owner frustrated." I said barley above a whisper.

J.c stared at me. His eyes were glued to something else though. I followed his gaze. I was greeted with a pair of dark velvet brown eyes.

Standing behind me was a confused Kian Lawley.

"You think I'm upset with you being here?" He asked, his mouth slightly opened.

J.c quickly mumbled a quiet "bye" and left the room.

"Answer me Jackie." He demanded, his voice a bit harsher now.

"After what you said, who wouldn't." I said quietly, putting my head back in my knees.

"I would never ever tell you to leave the house! I wasn't mad at you. I could never be mad at you Jackie. You know that."

"How the hell am I supposed to know that Kian? You were ignoring me! I thought you just wanted me to leave. You know how I am Kian." I sobbed.

"I'm sorry jacks. I-I thought you were going to leave us and go with Shawn.. I was upset with him. Not you. The thought of you leaving breaks my heart. Because. Because, I love you!" He said, pretty loud.

"Y-you what?" I asked, in shock.

"I kian, I love you, Jackie Caylen." He said out loud, crashing his lips on mine.