Monster

Torn Down...

~Jaira~ 

Yesterday was amazing. I was all smiles when Ed and Rae came to get me this morning. I had a good time with Jason yesterday, but I have to be careful to not think about it too much. I know that he could switch up on me at any time, and that scares me so much, but I just want to enjoy this ignorant bliss. 

Right now we're at lunch, and for some reason Ed and Rae wanted to go out and of course I went because I'm not staying by myself at that school...fuck that. They are acting all weird, I mean they are, but Ed keeps looking at me with a big smile through the rear view mirror, but I just leave it alone, lord knows what they have planned. 

We pulled up to our favorite Mexican restaurant and I got out and was talking to Rae when I felt two arms around my waist, I tense up but quickly relax as I look down and see the tattoo studded arms. I smile and turn around, hugging him tight "Chris!" 

"Hey baby girl" he whispers into my ear as he hugs me tight "I missed you" 

"I missed you too" He kisses my forehead, which makes me smile, He kisses me and all my thoughts go blank and I forget where I am for a while until I hear Ed clear his throat from behind me, making me blush and hide in Chris' chest, which he laughs at and grabs my hands and pulls me closer

"Ed, leave my girl alone" When Chris says that it makes me blush even more that before, he's already claiming me? What about Jason? 

Don't think about him right now 

"Well, well then. I guess I won't bug her....right now" Ed laughs and walks away with Rae while I'm still cuddled into Chris 

"You OK baby girl?" he whispers as he kisses my cheek, making me smile and nod 

"Yes, i'm fine. Come on" He leads me inside where we find Ed and Renee sitting in a booth just having conversation. We walk over and slide into the booth and I start looking at the menu a little as I play with Chris' hand under the table. 

After a we have ordered and gotten our food, we eat, making small conversation. Mainly the talk is Ed and Chris talking about their work stuff that would make me fall asleep if I ever did something like that. Rae and I talk about about the fact that our school break is coming up and she want's to go somewhere, I'm not too sure about it, if I'm being honest. 

"I don't think I want to go anywhere for break" I shrug and keep eating 

"What? Why not? we always go somewhere" Rae says, and she's right we do, but I just don't want to. Why is that such a big deal? 

"Maybe I'll change my mind, but as for now. I really don't want to go anywhere" I finish eating and check my phone, annoyed with the fact that I don't have any messages from Jason

Why would you have messages anyway? 

That annoying ass voice...Shut up. He said he would try, and I believe that. I sigh audibly, not meaning to and Rae looks at me. "What's wrong?" 

"Nothing, I was just thinking about something, that's all" I smile at her and finish eating, thankful when we pay the bill and get up to leave. 

When we get outside, I give Chris a hug and kiss goodbye 

"You want to hang out this weekend?" 

I smile and nod before he can even finish his sentence, "We could just hang out at my house, unless there's something you really want to do and I can make the arrangements"

"No, that sounds nice. As long as you have a lot of pizza and wings, I'm good" he laughs at my answer and kisses me "You got it, i'll call you tonight ok?"