forgotten and lost (luke hemmings & 5sos story)

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Scared. The first feeling I felt when I opened my eyes. Pain was the second as I tried to get up. I look around, its quite dark with only a bit of light creeping through a window, which helps me see. Balloons and flowers sit neatly on and near a shelf, a chair sat in the corner where only a blanket seemed to sit. The bed I am in, isnt mine, the whole room I'm in, isn't mine. I begin to panick, which was a really bad idea because i had all these cords strapped to my arms and I didnt know what to do but scream for help. 

"Alexia, carm down please!" A women runs in to the room trying to carm me down. By this time my face is drenched in tears. "My name is Doctor Maylin, and you are in the hospital. Now I need you to carm down, you are completly safe." I don't calm down like she says, I just start asking for my mum. "Wheres my mum? Where is she!?" I begin to yell. A few moments later another two women run into the room. One of them appears to be another 'doctor' while the other one of them looks exacly like my mum, but with shorter hair. Did my mum really just leave me here and get a hair cut? I think to myself amoungst my panick. "Sweety, settle down, I'm right here."

She wrapped her arms around me and i started crying even more then before. I Kept hugging her not letting go, while the doctors talked to me. "Alexia, are you able to tell me what day it is?" Easy, I thought to myself because it was the day I had been dreading for since I was told it was happening. "Saturday," I say, I decide to do one better and say the date as well. "Saturday the 15th of August 2009," as I said that I heard my mum gasp, must be because she knows I was dreading this day. The doctors looked at each other and said something to each other, then looked back at me "Can you please tell me how old you are?" instead of asking me dumb questions can they hurry up and explain why I am in here? I think to myself then answer the question to hurry them up. "twelve." My mum starts to cry more loudly then she first originally was. "Why does she think she's twelve?" She asks the doctors. Now I'm confussed. "The trauma from the head injury must have given her amnesia for the past four years of her life." The doctor explains. Huh? Four years of my life? What past four years? what is she on about?

"Alexia, you are 16 years old.. it's Wednesday the 11th of December 2013." Why is this doctor lying to me? does she think I'm stupid or something? And why am I in a hospital?! "You were in a car accident a week ago and It was really bad, You both survived though which was extremly lucky and suprising as well. But you have seemed to lose four years of your memory from your head injury. There is a high chance you'll get some or most of it back over time, but theres also a chance you may never get it back." I wasn't even listening to watch she was saying anymore. You both survived? whos both? I think really puzzled while I also wondered who's car I was in and why? Was it mum? but she seems fine? "Who.." I pause for a moment and then continue talking "is both?" My mum answers instead of the doctor, "Luke."