forgotten and lost (luke hemmings & 5sos story)

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ALEXIAS P.O.V

It had been nearly two weeks now since I had gotten out of hospital and two weeks since I had spoken to luke.

Two weeks since he just got up and left with out answering my question and I still don't understand why he didnt.

"ASHTON!" I yell from my room. "ASHT-"

"Pipe down no need to yell" someone says opening my door yet it wasn't even ashton but Calum.

"Calum? what are you doing here? and answering for Ashton now I see?"

"Nah Ashton's gone to get the rest of the boys so here I am, now what's up?"

"Well I was just..." I have to think about this before I speak, not wanting to sound desperate, "you know what? doesn't matter." I try to laugh it off hoping Calum wouldn't ask any thing else but I was wrong.

"Has he asked about you? yes. Has he wanted to see you? yes. Has he been to much of a chicken to actually call you or come see you? yes. But fair to say I don't really blame him. I mean I know it's not your fault but he's still pretty shaken and upset that you've forgotten everything to do with him." Then he stutters slowly. "we still all are really.."

"Oh." is all I managed to say before you can hear someone running down the hall way followed by yelling and shouting.

"LUKE! STOP! YOU CANT DO THAT AND YOU CANT SAY THAT! JUST GO SIT DOWN HAVE SOMETHING TO EAT!" is what I hear seeming to be michael, followed by Ashton I'm pretty sure. "LUKE YOUR GONNA MAKE THI-"

Suddenly my door bursts open and Luke bursts in.

"I'm sorry alexia! I'm sorry that you have forgotten me. I'm sorry that we were in that accident. I'm sorry that I couldn't protect you. I'm sorry you can't Remember the memories that I remember. I'm sorry that you don't love me. but I'm not sorry that I still love you no matter how much you don't remember!"

He sounded if he was going to cry towards the end but I didn't know what to say or do, so I sat there like an idiot. Calum was the one to speak.

"Is he-" "drunk?" michael said cutting him off. "yes. We found him like this but we didn't know he was going to run and do this."

As to the fact that I hadn't said anything yet or wouldn't even look at him, Luke ran out of the room and Ashton followed trying to stop him.

"Dont!" luke yelled and then from that he was gone.

"Sorry Lexi.." michael mumbled. "agh..yeah it's fine..dont worry bout it..hes just upset? but I need to know something and I need to be told properly... how and what happened the day of the accident?"

Both michael and calum sat down on my bed next to me.

"We promised luke we wouldn't tell you yet but is probably for the best.."

LUKES P.O.V flashback two weeks ago

"You need to all promise me something." I say looking around the room once more. balloons, cards, flowers filled the room, addressed to both me and lexi. Then looking at the faces sitting around the bed I was sitting in, calum, ashton, michael and my mum all just looking at me and listening to me talk.

"You can't tell her about the band. This is the reason she's in here. this is the reason..she can't remember."

"Luke, you can't blame being in a band for what happened. It was all an accident. I know it was stupid but it wasn't ther-"

"Dont. don't say it wasn't there fault." I said cutting calum off.

"How can you say they aren't to blame? they ran in front of the car! if I didn't have to go down that street none of this would have happened!"

I stop talking for a bit to calm myself down.

"I don't want her knowing about the band until she's ready. so then I can try explain the whole story properly."