forgotten and lost (luke hemmings & 5sos story)

remember you either..

Lukes P.O.V

Three days I have been sitting in this same bed for. Three days I have been in the same room, staring at the same walls, watching the same t.v shows over and over and three days of not knowing if she is okay. 

I'm awoken by screams coming from the room next door, it scares me and as I go to sit up in this really uncomfortable bed, I see two guys fast asleep on the chairs. I ignore the screaming and crying for a bit because I knew it had nothing to do with me. I'm still here, I think to myself as I glance around the room quickly. and how are these guys even sleeping through all this noise? Suddenly a dark haired boy walks through the door, he quickly walks over to the sleeping guys and first hits the blonde haired one on the arm, he immediatly shoots up, but the guy with the reveresed sunk coloured hair takes a bit longer to wake up, but finally he opens hit eyes. Then he walks over to me with a serious look on his face. "Luke. She's awake."

As soon as I here that I begin ripping the needles and cords out of my body. All this beeping noises are going off but I ignore them. Why is that her screaming? is she okay? Is all I can think to myself. A nurse runs in and tells me to stop but I ignore her to. Then the dark haired boy and the blonde boy pratically pin me down and tell me to settle down, which wasn't such a good idea as all the pain went straight to my head. The blonde on quickly let go but the other didnt. "Calum please, I need to help her!" I yell quite loudly. But he doesn't let me go. "No Luke, you need to calm down. She isn't in a good state right now and your in no position to walk properly yet. You need to trust us and as soon as we find something out you'll be the first to know, now calm down before you hurt your self even more." I give up fighting and a tear falls down my face. This is all my fault and I cant even do a thing to help her. The nurse begins to fix and re plug all the cords and needles back into my arms and body. "Ashton can you go with Michael and see if there's any knew news?" Calum says to the blonde boy. "Yeah, come on Mikey." Ashton says to the other boy as he gets up. They both leave the room and so does the nurse. Calum moves a chair closer to my bed. I hadn't really spoken to any of the boys, or anyone really for a fact since I woke up here. "It's all my fault Cal," I say before breaking down in tears.

*Flashback*

"ALEXIA HURRY UP OR I WILL LEAVE WITH OUT YOU!" I yell upstairs to her. "LUKE YOU WOULD NEVER LEAVE WITH OUT ME, YOU LOVE ME TO MUCH!" she yells back down. "Alexia - 1, Luke - 0" Alexia's mum Tahlia says in laughing to herself. "We'll see," I say with a laugh. I get up and open and close the front door quite loudly so Alexia thinks i had left. Seconds later she comes  running down the stairs. "DID HE REALLY JUST LEA..." She yells to her mum, stopping once she saw me. "ha ha arent you funny." She sarcastically says to me. "I thought I was?" I take a look as her as she walks over to her mum. She looks beautiful. Her long brown hair was in its natural wavey/curly way, which I loved when she wore it like that, then she wore a black jump suit with the sleves pulled down to her shoulders. She looked amazing. She turns to be here brown eyes shinning. "You look beautiful, Lexi." Her cheeks go bright red and she looks down at her feet. I cant believe its our one year aniversary already, i think to myself. I was so lucky to have her in my life. "Lets get going!" I say, we say good by to her mum then head towards my car. I open the passenger side for her and close the door and walk round. "Drive safley!" Tahlia calls. "of course!" I yell back. As I get in the car, Lexi is just staring at me with a smile on her face. "Can I help you? I say to her with a smirk. 

Alexia's P.O.V (in the flashback)'

"You look very handsom." I say to him. and he really does. His black skinny jeans, vans, navy blue shirt with the sleeves rolled up and his grey beanie all looked really good on him. He wasnt over the top dressy which made me even more confussed on where we were going, because he wouldn't tell me and it would ruin the big 'suprise'

*END OF FLASHBACK*

"Luke you need to stop blaming yourself. It was not one bit your fault." Calum says. I dont think I have ever heard him be like this before. "I'm ment to pretect her, not nearly get her killed." more tears stream down my face. I can't believe any of this. Suddenly Michael runs through the door. "um.. Cal? Can I.. arh.. talk to you quickly?" As Calum goes to get out of his seat, I stop them both. "Say it infornt of me." I say quite sternly. "please?" Michael looks a Calum then at me before he starts talking. "Alexia..Um..she doesnt really..um..well.. She doesnt really remember." "What the accident?" I ask. "Yes." He replies. "but she doesnt remember you either."