forgotten and lost (luke hemmings & 5sos story)

Day

"You went the day of the crash.." kept replaying over and over again in my head. To think that, that was the day my life changed and I don't even get to remember it? I guess it's not something you would want to remember but it would be better than forgetting a whole chunk of your life that so much had happened in.

I was now laying alone in my room just thinking and trying to remember something new but I just couldn't, and I was getting more than frustrated with it, I was then startled by a knock at the door.

"Come in?"

A figure hobbles in on crutches struggling quite a bit.

"Hey."

"Oh hey luke."

He makes his way over to a chair where he can finally sit down and put his leg up.

"Luke? if you don't mind me asking can you please answer a few questions I have?" not really giving him much choice to not answer I ask my first question.

"What day was it when we went to the movies?"

He didn't seem to show much expression when I asked this, and I guess it wasn't really much of an important question but I had to find out as much details as possible.

"It was a Saturday afternoon."

My next question seemed to surprise him or interest him a bit more than my last.

"What...um..what exactly are we? like I know were going out, I've even told that already but.. what's the story about it?"

LUKES P.O.V

"What...um..what exactly are we? like I know were going out, I've even told that already but.. what's the story about it?"

'What's the story about it?' How was she able to forget so much. The more and more I find out that she has forgotten the more and more I just want to forget. it hurts to know she will probably never remember any of out memories together or what we have been through and I don't know if I can continue knowing that..

"The day I asked you to be my girlfriend was at a music festival, I know probably not the most classy place but it was somewhere we both loved the vibe and we both enjoyed it so much the year before. I had it all planned to ask you for about two months before that, and I nearly didn't even ask you. We had just gotten out of the front of the mosh pit, and you were talking to some guy and laughing and I got so nervous because I thought you would say no because you didn't have feeling like that towards me, even though we had gone out a couple of times before that anyways. It was actually Calum in the end who forced me to ask you and I was actually so grateful that he did cause you said yes." I stopped talking for a moment and thought about what I had just said. Then with out even thinking I blurted out "am still grateful that he did."

Alexia looked at me quite strangely like I was expecting her to remember and have all these feeling for me again, which in a way I was kind of hoping even though I already knew it was a long shot. I went to get up and walk out but she stopped me.

"What else?" She paused. "what have we done?"

I couldn't do it anymore. As much as a sook I would sound I just couldn't talk about it right now knowing she doesn't remember it. So I got up and hobbled out, leaving her question unanswered.

A/N

Hey guys, I have recently started another story called trust and if you'd like you can go check it out it's another story with luke in it but it's quite different to this one :) but if not that's all good and I hope your liking this one even though I'm not to happy with it at the moment haha but oh well xx