My mate doesn't want me

Jay

I don't know what wrong with me I don't know why I wanted to go into her room " because she is our mate and you can't stay away " " shut it jj" after our little argument I went to my room and I saw Emma she looks at me and I grab her an kiss her with everything I got.

I want to forget about her I wanted to forget that I just want to hold her and her pup and keep them safe I took of my clothes and she took her clothes off I growl in approve this is good Emma is the one for me not Nicole I took Emma in my arms she wrap her legs on my torso I took her to the bed and suck on her breast she moans loudly and I was about to put it in when jasmine came in my room " how dare you do that to your mate you disgust me" I growl and cover Emma.

When she left I put my clothes back on " what do you mean you found your mate" I growl " yeah no big deal" she stands up " no big deal I was about to have sex with you who is she why haven't you broke up with me" I threw my phone on the wall " it Nicole she is my mate but I don't want her I want you she has a baby it not even mine " she looks at me disapproving " it over I don't want to break her heart " she left and I growl.

Then I found myself next to her room I turn around and was about to leave when I heard her talking I thought she was talking to someone but she was talking to herself I listen " stop please stop leave me alone don't please " she sounds so heartbroken " check in mate now please " my wolf beg I said no when she scream I open the door to find her on the floor thrashing like if someone was there.

I check on the pup it was awake his eyes was looking at me I smile and look at my mate " wake up Nicole wake up" she continue on thrashing  until when I touch her she woke up and there was fear in her eyes but she mask it " what.. Are you doing here" what is she hiding." You were screaming and I came to check if you and your pup is safe" " okay you saw I am okay bye" " what are you hiding " she stops looking at her pup and she looks at me " I'm not hiding anything.. Good night" she lays down and I made my way out the door.

I see her mom waiting outside when she see me she pulls me to a room " listen alpha Jay she needs you she had a rough life she looks like if she is alright but she isn't she needs you and you need her" " what happened to her " she looks at me in a very sad and hurt way " it isn't my place to say but believe in what I said she didn't get pregnant because she was in love with someone she was happily waiting for her mate but something happened that change her life her pup she was ra-" she stops her self and leaves.

What was she going to say I thought to myself I walk out and I went to my room what ever happened I want to find out I just have to. I went to sleep. When I woke up I took a shower and brush my teeth when I got downstairs I heard people crying I walk downstairs carefully I heard my mate and jasmine crying " so what happened to him did your parents kill him " " yes he died for what he did to me but I still remember it still stuck in my mind it would never leave the way he look at me and touch me" I growl and walk in.

They look at me in shock and cover there mouths she was about to stand up and I grab her " who touch you " " no one " she cried out " no one right maybe you enjoy it you slut" " Jay " scream jasmine I look at Nicole to see more tears coming down my wolf howl in pain " fine you want to know I was rape... I was rape that why I have a baby my pup, I lost my virginity that night that happened to me I was force so can you stop calling me a slut " I open my eyes in shock way my wolf growl because she was rape and I felt bad for being mean she walks away and I let her I shift and ran to the door breaking it I ran and howl for my mate and I stay there.