My mate doesn't want me

My old pack

I woke up to see the familiar trees I know that sounds weird but there is a oak tree that I left my hand print on when I was a little kid on the tree it pop has pink paint on it and I smile when I pass by it then the car turn right and went to the little trail that leads to the pack house.

When the car stop I leap out and ran and I saw my best gay friend he is 22 years old I scream when I saw him he ran and we both fell on the floor me on top of him " Nicole baby I miss" I laugh then I was pick up and was engulfed in a hug.

MINE!!!

Jay growl I smile because he really does care " honey tell this man you are mine " I look at Jay and he was shaking I couldn't hold it in I start to laugh like crazy Jay looks at me questioning " Jay this is my best best friend Andrew "  he looks at me and him.

I roll my eyes and I look at Andrew and he look at me " look Jay sir she and me are not a thing we are best friend and I would never look at her like that because she is like a family to me and I am a happy gay person " he starts jumping and I laugh again I look at Jay and my eyes are wide open.

The big bad alpha is blushing! Omg he looks so cute blushing hehehe if only I had my phone I would have taken a picture of him but I didn't have it I pouted and I that when I see next to the window of the kitchen Ian my pup. I scream again and ran to the door almost breaking it.

" hey missy are you trying to break the door" yells my mom I ran to the kitchen and took my pup from pj I walk to my room and I sat down with my pup I look into his eyes to see him smiling at me " hey there baby I miss you did you miss me too" he smiles again almost like if he is saying yes to me.

" hey bitch" I see Andrew walking in and I growl " watch it" he smirks " oops sorry I forgot you don't want your pup to hear that" I gave him a fake smile and he shrugs it off " so when were you going to tell me you have a sexy mate " I roll my eyes and I told him everything of how I met him and his human leech.

" omgggg girl I don't know how you survived " he said exaggerating then he stops and looks at me and starts smiling shit.

" I need to think of a plan" double shit what have I got myself in " okay so you need to tease your man make him so he won't take his hands off you " I roll my eyes shaking my head " and I know how to do that give me a second" I put my pup down and I look at him why do I have bad luck I said in my mind.

" okay so here you go try it on NOW! He yells I roll my eyes and check if my pup got frightened but he didn't he was just looking around.

I went to the bathroom and change I look at myself and my eyes pop open dear lord what is he thinking I had on a sexy pajama on that show cleavage and booty shorts " I can't wear this" I said walking out Andrew looks at me " you look hot like H.O.T hot and yes you are because if you don't you are not invited to your pup party " I look at him wide eyed.

One thing that you should know about Andrew is that what ever he says will happen so I stay shut because he will make it happen I start to pout " now your pup is going to stay with me his god father while you going to spend time with your mate and you will see your pup tomorrow for the party " " nooo come on " " no butts now bye " I pouted and I went to the bathroom and put my clothes on.

I really need to know how does Andrew disappears like that i walk downstairs to see jasmine and Luke kissing " ewww hey brother i do want kiss but please not on the kitchen table " they broke away and smile " you heard her let go" he picks her up and she start giggling I heard the door close and I roll my eyes I went outside to my favorite pond and strip and went inside.

I went under the water and open my eyes and swam inside the cave and went back up  I smile because I am the only person that knows about this hidden cave I will always come here when I need to be myself.

I don't know if I should wear what Andrew gave me will he even like it. Are me in him in that stage of relationship I shake my head no we are not. I got out and lay down on the grass l  close my eyes and I heard a noise I look to the water to see Jay coming up.

How did he find this place " how you found this place " I said to him " your scent was all over the place and because the pond of our pack is like this too. I nod and stand up to look around this cave never fails to  unimpressed me I stare at the little cravings that I drew and I stare at it in awe.

I felt a hand on me shoulder and that when I forgot that I didn't have my clothes and I only had my underwear and bra I turn around to face Jay his eyes were black and he was looking at me he growls and he pins me in the wall I gasp my wolf purring.

" Jay....... um" I couldn't speak because he touch the part that is sensitive my neck he starts to kiss it lightly and I couldn't hold it in I moan and Jay approvals of my moan " baby you have no idea how hard it is to control my wolf " he whispers on my ear nibs my ear this time I put my hand on his shoulder to hold myself.

I look into Jay eyes and i did something that surprise me I kiss him he didn't do nothing and then he respond to my kiss he grabs me I wrap my arms on his neck and I stand on my tip toes to kiss he grabs both of my knees and I wrap myself on him he leaves my mouth and start to kiss my neck I moan and I start to move and he groans.

" Nicole NICOLE WAKE UP" I woke up and look at jasmine confused and I see Jay and I start blushing I can't believe I had a dream about him and me doing it.

" so what happened " " Oh nothing Jay was bored so i thought that i should wake you up" I nod I stood up and grab Jay hand when we were in the hallway I froze and I let go of his hand.

I went to our room and I took a shower I didn't put it on I was going to wait for tomorrow I went to the bed and went to sleep thinking about tomorrow and how everything going to be.