My mate doesn't want me

Cravings?

I felt small kisses on my cheeks I woke up and saw my lovely mate " hey baby " I hug him and he hugs me too I grab the blanket and I went to the bathroom thankfully that there is 2 clean toothbrush that no one has use I start to brush my teeth and jay joins me.

When I was done I let the blanket fall down and I turn on the faucet for it can be warm I got in and I start to wash my hair I felt a presence behind me I felt small tingles trailing on my back I lean on his chest he starts to rub my boobs I turn around and I jump on him he grabs me and we start to makeout he touches my butt grabbing them I moan out I arch my back for he touch my boobs but he doesn't he sucks on my boobs I moan.

I can feel my core tightening he stops and goes down on the tub me on top of him I start to kiss him every where I can feel his friend already poking me I grab it and I put it in i start to jump going faster and faster I moan out his name.

We made love all morning right now we are in the car I don't know why but I felt different when we got in the house I felt like vomiting and I made sure Jay didn't see me running upstairs I ran to the bathroom and I threw up. I ignore it just thinking that I vomit because I was sick or or because I didn't ate anything.

I went down and I look for food I wanted Ice cream so I grab two box of ice cream and I ate. " baby I am going to be working on pack stuff" I nod at him and I continue to eat I stood up and I grab more ice cream and I ate after I was done I pick all of the empty ice cream and put it in the garbage.

When I started to walk I felt my food come up and I ran to the nearest bathroom down the hall and I threw up I stay there for a minute and I flush and clean the toilet. I thought nothing about it and I went upstairs to Jay office.

I went to his side and look at what he is doing he signing papers " do you need help " " no I am done like......right now" he said after signing the last papers. I nod my phone rang " hello " I said sitting on Jay lap " hey gurl how are you " said Andrew in a high pitch voice I groan " hey I am good and you " he chuckles " i have found him my mate " i start to jump up and down and I scream.

And I stop " really who is it " " it a beta from the starship pack" I gasped " I am so happy for you omg gosh I got to visit you or you come to us" he chuckles " now it not a good time " my smiles goes away my heart starts beating loudly " what... happened is everything okay ?"

" oh don't worry about it there has been some rogues attack from my pack but it all good we are handling.....it" he stays quiet " Andrew are you still there?" " oh yes I talk to you later I got pack stuff to do bruhhh byeee" I chuckle and I look at Jay just smiling at me I pouted " I'm hungry " " you just ate a few minutes ago" I playful roll my eyes and pull him on his arms and he didn't move so I let his arms go and walk downstairs.

I go downstairs and for some reason it was all to quiet outside then I heard howls i look outside to see brown wolfs rogues I saw Jay jump out  of the window " stay inside " " no" I ran out and I start to ran I heard screams and I saw a pregnant woman with her kid I ran and stood in front of her I growl and a pack member pin him down " run now hurry " she nods and ran I look to see if I can help anyone " Luna watch out " I was to slow one of the wolfs threw me on the floor I hit myself on the rock.

I felt my eyes dropping the last thing I heard was a loud and scary growl. 

Beep beep beep

I groan and I open my eyes but I quickly shut it " she's awake turn the lights off" I heard Jay said I open my eyes and I look at him " what happened " " a stupid rogue tried to hurt you so I kill him don't worry our babies are fine" I nod I sit up right away but then I felt pain on my head ouch.

" woah baby " I look at him " I can't have a baby" he stops and looks at me " you don't want our pups" he looks down I sit up ignoring the pain " I didn't mean it like that it just...... I'm scared " he looks at me " im scared that something is going to happen to our pups I'm scared that the same thing is going to happen to them like..Ian " tears of pools come out.

I felt warm lips on my lips I close my eyes and open them when I don't feel it " it not going to happen I promise I will protect them and you don't worry " I nodded the door opens and the doctor comes in.

" hello Luna and alpha" I nod she sits down and she starts to talk" I'm guessing alpha told you that you are pregnant " I nod " the babies are doing just fine they weren't injured " since my mate is an alpha I can already ask how many babies they are " how many " " three healthy pups, now I must go I need to do other stuff " I nod and I stood up and me and Jay walk back home.

We don't say nothing and I look at my stomach smiling I decided to go and take a shower I heard the door open and I saw Jay I smile and he smiles he get in and we stayed quiet " can you turn around please " I do and he smiles.

He bends down and kiss my stomach " I won't let anything or anyone hurt you pups " he kiss my stomach and looks at me he stands up and kiss me I kiss him and I stop " we got to be careful of our pups" he nods and he picks me up being careful he my back is on the wall and we make out " i love you " " i love you to Jay" we stop and we got out I put a bath rob and Jay also does the same we went to bed.