My mate doesn't want me

My happy life

I woke up feeling so happy i look at Jay he was still sleeping i smile and went to brush my teeth I walk downstairs to eat something while I was eating I look down to my stomach and I smile touching it. " good morning " I jump up " don't do that " Jay smiles and sit next to me.

He touches my stomach and pulls me to him putting a protective hand on my stomach he grabs the remote and we just watch tv until he sadly needed to go to do pack stuff I would have go but I am not lazy and I am starting to feel tired I go to my bed and I went to sleep.

When I woke up I felt very hungry so I walk downstairs as fast as I can and ate something i still felt hungry so i grab and ice cream and went to Jay " Jay do you need help " he shakes his head " are you hungry I am going to bring you something " he nods I go back downstairs and I make a honey turkey sandwich i walk upstairs and to his office and I gave it to him.

He takes a bite and he keeps on typing and then he shuts his laptop and close his eyes I stood up and walk over to him " finally I am done" I smile " if you would have let me help you " he shakes his head and looks at my stomach I roll my eyes he doesn't want me to be stress out with pack stuff.

" you know I am a Luna right I'm suppose to help you lead our pack " he nods I put my hand on my stomach and rub it " don't worry about it i won't get stress okay babe" I went down to his level and look at his eyes he first doesn't smile but then breaks out smiling. If anyone was here they would have thought that there alpha and Luna have gone crazy.

" hey let's go to the pond" he nods is a good thing the pond are safe and clean if it wasn't I would have never got inside of it I go to my room and change to my bathing suit and I put on a dress.

I see Jay and all of a sudden I am pick up I giggled and we were in the pond in one second he puts me down and I took my dress off " bomb" said Jay and threw himself in the water of course I got wet I smile and went to his side and splash water on him he looks at me playfully and comes closer I then turn around but I was to late he put his arm on me and we both go under water.

I open my eyes under the water and look at him smile he comes closer and kiss me we both go back still kissing I wrap my legs on his torso he moves while kissing me he stops and carefully picks me up and put me on the grass he starts to kiss me I go on top him we start to make out I can feel his friend poking me.

We both stop kissing " let's stop before we go out of control " I said huskily " but didn't you saw you can handle it" he said looking at me he puts his hand on my boobs " i have never said that " which is a lie but he really needs to stop because i won't be able to control myself i look at him and he stops.

I was still on top of him we were not saying anything just looking at each other until it got dark we both walk back to the house I immediately went and took a shower I put on panties and that it I walk back to the bed and waited for Jay he smiles at me and turn the light off when he lay down I put my head on his chest and I put my hand on his hard abs.

And went to sleep I love my life I love my pups I love Ian and I love Jay.

Dream

I was walking until I heard a small boy saying " mommy " I turn around and what I saw made me cry Ian was there staying right behind me I walk to him not believing this until he was in my arms I stop hugging him and I look at him tears falling down he wipes my tears away " don't cry mommy I am happy here and I am safe" I nodded " I made friends too look see" he points to the left and I saw two small boys smiling and running around happily. " mommy do you love him" i nod " then I am happy that you are happy to... you know sometimes I feel sad but then the moon goddess makes me smile and tells me it alright and it is because even though I can't be down there with you I can still see you " I smile " Ian you are such a good little boy and i would never forget you and I also got to tell you something mommy has a baby in her stomach " he gasps and sit on the floor and looks at my stomach .

" so am I there big brother " I nodded " that good mommy i can't wait to see them " i nodded then a bell goes off " that the signal i have to leave mommy " i nodded bye."

I woke up and wipe my tears away sniffing I got up and went to the bathroom and look at my eyes they were red " hey baby you okay why you crying " i turn to Jay and I hug him " I saw him again " " who.... Ian " I nodded " he is happy up there and he doesn't feel lonely and I am happy I also told him I am pregnant and he smiles he was happy " Jay bends down and smiles at him " we would always remember him okay so don't cry baby come on let's go to sleep you are tired " i nod he picks me up and takes me to the bed.

I went to sleep smiling, when I woke up it was 1:00 pm yep that pregnancies for you I went to the bathroom and did my usual routine and I went downstairs to eat I saw a note on the table and I start to read it.

Hey sexy girl your handsomely and charming man had to do something I will be back later I love you and our pups" I smile he needs to take his big ego down a notch. I went to the living room and I watch reruns of my favorite tv shows. Then like  around 3:02 pm the door open I stood up and what I saw made me gasp.

" baby what is all of this" " well we are having pups and it isn't to bad to buy stuff now" tears started coming down and I smile " i love you " " i love you too.