My mate doesn't want me

Nicole

When I woke up I was in a different room I look around and I noticed it was Jay room I was very thankful for him being there and helping I don't want no one to see me like this.

I stood up and I walk to my room the shirt that I was wearing was long it wasn't Jay it was one of the pack members thank god it wasn't one of the rogues they disgust me.

I put on panties and a black bra I put on jeans and a shirt and I went to brush my teeth and wash my face I went downstairs to hear a male voice, it was Jay voice I walk down quietly and saw him making funny faces to Ian I smile and then I stop because he is only doing that because he feels bad for me he doesn't care about me.

He sense me and he smiles I gave him a small smile that doesn't reach my face " good morning " what is he bipolar or something I can still remember like it was just yesterday when he call me a slut and he would talk to me and now he talking to me." Good morning " we didn't said anything after that I went to get food and I started to eat.

After I was done I went to the living room to get my pup he walks up to me and I couldn't help it I look into his eyes now that I noticed it he is really tall I snap out of it and he pass me my pup my hands touch his briefly and I adjust Ian in my arms and I walk upstairs I went to my room and lay down.

I feel like it was just yesterday when he came out of my womb then I smell it this hideous smell I look at Ian to see his face beet red he was pooping and dear lord did it smell.

Okay okay I finally was able to clean his mess that he did I but it in a bag because it smells that bad I put it outside my door and I went back to my pup his eyes were open and looking around " you are so cute I love you" I put my nose on his nose and move it smiling.

" baby can you come here" I look to see my mom at the door I nod and i pick him up I went to my mom room to see bags and suitcase around " are we leaving today why you guys didn't saw anything I am going to pack up " leave it to my mom to forget to tell me stuff " no sweetie " I look at her.

" what do you mean no if we are leaving I should pack right " she shakes her head " you aren't leaving with us sweetie you are going to your mate pack" " what do you mean mom I am going with you guys I am not staying there " " you have to he is your mate."

I shake my head " he is no mate of mine mom are you listening to your self you going to leave your daughter with a man who doesn't even want me."

" he change honey he does want you " I angrily shake my head " he doesn't mom he only feels bad for me and of what happened if he had really wanted me he would have accepted me even if I was pregnant and he wouldn't care that it wasn't his pup he would have told me he love me and said I was flawless but no he look at me in disgust and told me that leech was going to be his Luna and that he loves her not me and that I am a slut."

Tears were coming out of my eyes " honey it pains me to see you this way " " then let me leave with you guys I am in pain because I am going to be with a man who doesn't want me " my mom and dad shake there head " he does he change sweetie he change " my dad said quietly.

I left and I went to were jasmine was I put my pup down in her bed and she look at me " hey what happened " I gave her a look " not now tell you later " she nods and went to my pup.

I walk angrily to his room to see him coming out of the shower with a towel wrap around his lower stomach my wolf growl and I block her.

" why huh Jay why" he looks at " why what " " why did you tell my parents that I am going to go to your pack " he signs " because you are my mate and I need you close to me " I huff "  oh now you say I'm your mate well listen up I don't want to be your mate because now you want me when you found out I was rape now you feel bad for me you disgust me you know that " he growls his eyes turn black and in a flash I am pin against the wall.

" don't you dare say that to me little mate " I push him but he didn't move " let go of me now don't touch me" he smirks and takes his hands away and he moves I walk away and that when I heard " you will want me " I huff as if.