My mate doesn't want me

My pup

It was around 2:30 am I scream " ahhhh" I heard pounding feet coming into my room my mom and dad and my brothers came to my side " what wrong " " it hurts I think...I am going to labor " " ahhhh" I scream again because it hurts my dad pick me up he knew where the pack hospital is because he been here when he was little.

I started screaming I think I woke everyone up because I heard door " are you giving birth " I turn to see jasmine and my ex mate with his girlfriend I nod " ahh" " dad hurry up " my dad nod he hold me tightly not that to hurt me he ran inhuman speed " Doctor I need a doctor "

A door open and a man and woman came out " quick go to that yellow door" my dad was quick to take me there he put me down I stare at him nervous " you going to do great sweetie I promise." Then the doctor and the nurse came my dad left " okay I want you to hold your breath for 3 seconds " I nodded and hold my breath "3...2....1" I let the air out.

And I repeated over and over again until I heard a cry that had me in tears " it a healthy boy congratulations " I put my hands out " can ....can I hold him please" the nurse shook her head " let me clean him up and then I will give him to you " my wolf nene growl I told her to shut up that she is doing her job I nod and she left to clean him up.

I see everyone and when I mean everyone I mean jay to " congratulations Nicole " I smile " I am so lucky that I gave birth to my pup" they all smile warmly until the human bitch talk " hey so who is the dad " I roll my eyes " that for me to know like I would ever tell you " she shuts up and stays quiet.

The nurse came in and puts her hand on her mouth to quiet us we all shut up she came to me slowly and puts him in arms I smile feeling tears coming " hey baby it me your mom I love you so much" I kiss his head and stay there for a few seconds and I look at him he move and he starts to cry " shhhhh it okay mommy is here don't worry " I rock him slowly and he slowly stops crying I feel everyone eyes on me.

" you always did love babies Nicole" I smile at her then I remember that when it happened to me I thought I was going to hate the baby but I don't the guy who rape me was my dad gamma son he hasn't found his mate and he always thought I was going to be his mate.

I never knew he was going to hurt me like that "hey are you okay " I look at jasmine and I smile " would you like to hold him she looks at me wide eyed " but but I don't think your wolf will like it " I shook my head " don't worry she trust you and your wolf to jasmine we are family since you are my Luna she respects you " she nods and comes closer I put him on her arms and she holds him and gives it to my brothers and my mom and dad he was about to hand my pup to her and I growl.

Let just say sometimes I don't have control of my wolf or the other time I let her take over "don't you dare give me my pup they are not welcome to hold my pup" nene made the wrong mistake to yell because my baby cried my dad hands him to me and I rock him" are you hungry baby"  I look at everyone and they understand my mom stayed with me to help me.

After I was done feeding him and burping him I put his blanket on him and I pick him up and left with the hospital gown on " let go " they all look at me and nod I don't know why he is still here just go to your Luna when I enter the house I went straight to my room I open the door and I put him on my bed and put pillows around him .

I went to change when I heard a knock " come in" when I look at the person it was jay what does he want now " look I am tired I just gave birth to my pup I am not trying to argue okay " " who is the baby daddy " why does everyone want to know " no one okay jay" he looks at me and hatred was lace in his eyes " listen don't you dare look at me like that it already hurts to know that you don't want me okay "
His eyes soften but he quickly covers it " fine don't tell me slut " I look at him and I couldn't take it " don't call me a slut I didn't do nothing to you I was happily waiting for my mate who would love me but no something happen that I couldn't be happy anymore I had to think about my pup if you don't want me fine I will deal with the pain."

My pup start to cry and I let the tears fall " leave now my pup needs me" he leaves and slams the door I flinch and my pup starts to cry harder I too I hold him and gave him milk again and he drank it  I burp him until I hear his burps I lay him down  and I look at my pup sleeping soundly I start to fall asleep next to my pup and I knock it.