-I've had this in my mind for a time now-
Your pov
I let out an annoyed sigh as I get another worried text from ryan's friends. He hasn't posted or talked to anyone for months. Ever since Cheyenne cheated on him(that's his girlfriends name so I refuse to Change it). He won't even talk to me. I know they're worried but what makes them think I now something. I know I'm his neighbor but he needs space,and it's really hard for anyone but me to understand that. I've known Ryan for 3 years now and honestly I'm kinda glad she's not there to be a clingy bitch (sorry chey). She would never leave us alone when we played games,streamed,or recorded. She was very strict about him getting drunk around me,although we don't listen she kicked me out if he did. I was always so jealous how she climbed to him and kissed him in from of me like saying 'he's mine' or 'remember who he loves me not you' it broke me inside. Even if I have a chance now I know I need to stay away or he'll be confused on who he likes me or her.I let out a sad sigh as I grab my coat and stuff my phone in the pocket. Walking to the next house over I silently knock on the door. I stand out in the cold for around 5 minutes before knocking again slightly louder and sigh. Hearing several thumps and footsteps before the door swings open I jerk my head up to be met with once colourful and life filled eyes now turned into red bloodshot dead eyes. "Oh.. hey,friend" I hear his deep voice filled with fake happiness "oh..Ryan,look what she did to you" I say very concerned in his health condition since she left him. Hearing a few deep,sad,chuckles we stand in silence. "May I come in,please?" I hesitantly say breaking out silence " of course,I need to socialize with at least one person in my condition anyway" he say before slowly shuffling out of the way just enough to let me in. I gasp at the sight before me:broken glass,pizza boxes,and broken things scattered everywhere. I swiftly turn around after hearing the door close and look saddened at Ryan. "Please" I begin with tears in my eyes "Please what?" His deep voice is now a monotone sound no emotions at all "please,let me help you" I beg not wanting my crush to live like this because of an unloyal girl. "How can anyone help me" he asks getting mad and plops on his couch with it making creaking noises. I shake my head and before saying "at least let me try, I hate seeing you like this". He turns his head and stares into my eyes for what felt like forever but was probably a minute before sighing with a mumbled 'fine'. As soon as I heard that word of acception I started to clean up the floor,which took an hour and a half, by the time I finished Ryan was dozing off while keeping a close eye on me. "Ryan you need some sleep" I stayed firmly but soft and caring "uh..sure,ok" he seems hesitant about sleeping 'poor Ryan' my heart aches seeing him like this over one girl. He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and I lead him to his room,that was surprisingly clean,and laid him in his bed pulling the covers over his shoulder. I turn to leave and give him some space after today but a hand swiftly grabs the sleeve of my jacket. "Please" he says in a low whisper "Please what" my voice "please stay with me" the deep voice rumbles with sadness and want. Wanting help,attention,...love. Turning my body I smile softly and remove my jacket putting it on a chair and climb in next to him. He wraps his arms around my waist and digs his head into the crook of my neck (You're facing each other fyi). "Y/n?" A weak voice calls from next to me "yeah?" .....waiting 2 minutes pass by now I'm dozing off myself. "I love you,please stay with me" at the last words you hear,but "I will,I promise I'll always stay...I love you too" are the last words he hears before you fall asleep together.
I hope you enjoyed it please request and I'll work on them right away,I'm really sorry if this wasn't as good as I hoped it would be. Pt2?
~Kitty
