Entoan's pov.
Oh, please just tell me, please just tell me what's really going on
I smile into the mirror holding a bouquet of (y/n)'s favorite flowers. She wasn't much of a girly girl, she quite enjoyed gaming as well,she just was never one to share her true emotions. I was one of the lucky few who knew her problems and stayed,loved her even, it saddens me how I know people would turn their backs on her because of her depression. I sigh ,grab the keys off of the table, put on my shoes, and head out the door. Turning on my heels I start to unlock the door only to hear footsteps. Oh, kill me now it's her. I turn around to meet a smiling blonde twisting her hair.
"Hey Gunner, why the big getup?" She asks flirtingly.
Crumpling my face up in disgust I decide to finally he it through her head "listen sydney,I am not attracted to you in any way so stop pestering me everyday it's getting annoying," I spit out harshly. Today is not a day to be flirting with me, especially if I'm going to see y/n again.(Sorry change it if it's your name)
She paused and sighs "Yeah,you got the wrong idea I don't wanna use you h-," she tries to touch my chest but I also her hand away and cut her off with.
"My heart has always,will always,and is always with someone else," I say bitterly watching her roll her eyes and stomp back to her house.
Finally dusting myself off I pick up the flower's I dropped and start making my way towards my car after locking the door and grabbing the keys. Making it into the car safely I sigh and rest my head on the top of the steering wheel. I smile again thinking of y/n. Her beautiful e/c eyes and amazing h/l h/c hair. Her smile was the best thing to shine in my life. Finally starting up the car I sit back and run a hand through my hair. After 5 minutes of relaxing I put the flowers in the passenger seat and start to drive to where I see her now.
Just who's inside of me? Cause I don't really know.
Arriving at the graveyard I sigh at how it has a bunch of overgrown vines everywhere making I hard to find the path I'm looking for. Finally spotting the small hidden path I start to walk down it staring at all the tombstones making a lovely little walk way towards the cherry tree y/n always spends her time under. Drseing,sitting,laying it doesn't matter what she did but she spent hours there.
I feel so broken, feel so broken, and lost inside this world, and all you do is laugh. Without seeing a thing
At the end of the tombstones I spot the big cherry tree on the only hill here. Although it's still quite a walk. I'd do anything for y/n and I know she'd do anything for me too. We always got along well,except for the fights about her depression. The thing is she never grew up with a father, because he died when she was three. She was always okay talking about him even though it brought tears to her sparkling e/c eyes. Smiling to myself I noticed I was too busy thinking that I havn't moved an inch.
I'm feeling so damaged and deceived, I hold my breathe and then, I can't untie,cant untie myself as I watch everything freeze.
Finally making my way towards the tree I gaze at all the nature around the graveyard lately. She loves nature so I guess it makes sense, but I can't help but to wonder why she always can here when she was lonely wouldn't it make you more lonely?
I'm breakable, Unbreakable.
I'm shakable, Unshakable, but finding you just struck me down.
Smiling to myself thinking of y/n made me trail off and I almost tripped of a large rock. Sighing in relief at how I caught myself from ruining her flowers. Straightening my hair up I start to walk up the hill.
Inside this dirty and twisted world I'm fading. Growing transparent and disappearing. Don't look for me, don't even look at me anymore.
Finally at the top I stare at the lonely tombstone under her favorite tree. It's covered in old flowers and many girfts from her friends and family. Smiling I place the bouquet of flowers on the stone and sit next to it looking up at the stars. Remebereing her last words.
"Inside this world I can't let myself hurt you, but there is just one thing that I ask you too. Please don't forget me, remember who I am and who I used to be,"
Letting tears roll down my cheek I an against the cherry blossom tree and put my head against it. Slowly drifting into sleep I watch as the stars disappear one by one as my eyes close.
And loneliness it comes to stay, it's widening along the way, and memories that made me smile, they now come back and make me cry.
Now I can't move, I can't get loose.
Now I can't move, I can't get loose.
Although I have been changed, i know I can't be saved. As two became one, also two are now just gone.
I'm breakable, unbreakable.
I'm shakable, I'm shakable.
Please don't let me contaminate.
Inside this dirty and twisted world I'm fading growing transparent and disappearing, don't look for me. Don't even look at me anymore.
Inside this trap I can't let no one hurt you. So run away and let me tell you this too; please don't forget me, remember who I am, and who I used to be. As I see how I've changed I stop,paralyzed. I find out I'm so far from my paradise, please don't forget me, remember who I am, and who I used to be.
Reader's pov.
I smile seeing gunner come back the day he always does and leave me my favorite flowers. Watching him start to fall asleep next to my grave I sigh and kiss his lips softly before floating down into my coffin and falling asleep.
"He didn't forget me," I say silently with a smile grazing across my face.
Sorry if it sucked, please request anything and I'll work on it right away. - Kitty
