Caffeine (Kyumin)

Chapter 17

For the whole week Sungmins been weird. He didn't fight with me once. The whole time we couldn't keep our hands off each other. Him not yelling left the room empty and unusual.
I sat on the bed, next to our suitcases.

"Kyuhyun ah..." Sungmin said as entering the room. I looked at him and smiled. He was crying. I went to him and hugged him.

"What's wrong?" I whispered.

"This."
I felt a pain in my back. I fell to the ground not knowing what happened. Why was I in so much pain so suddenly?
"I'm sorry." he whispered as he left the room. I tried to put my hand on my back to find out what the pain was. I looked up and saw a mirror. I tried to ignore the pain as I stood up. I couldn't move. My back was in so much pain. I felt a tear go down my face as I closed my eyes. Is this actually my death? I couldn't breathe anymore.


Sungmin


I ran out of the room crying. I had to go. It was early in the morning, probably 5? I sat in the hall. I stabbed him and left. I had to get rid of him.
I stabbed him. Just so my pictures of my murders don't get out. I was going to go to jail anyways.
Wait. If I was going to go to jail either way, why did I get "rid" of him? Oh god I never thought of that. I stood up and wiped my tears. I ran down the stairs and ran faster towards the hospital. I saw a back door and went through there. I had to find a way to revive him, or at least relive him from the pain. I grabbed a white coat and walked towards a cabinet. Thank goodness I studied English. There were a lot of medicines for flu's and colds.
Pain killer
There was a blue bottle with that labeling. I looked next to that blue bottle.
Amnesia
I grabbed both of the bottles. I looked around to find the shot things you put this in. On the table there were the needles I needed. I grabbed a handful and ran out the door.


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I went to Kyuhyuns side. Slowly pulling out the knife. I pressed a towel on the wound and grabbed the needle.
"Please work." I mumbled.
I pressed the towel on the wound more so the bleeding will stop. I saw his hand somewhat move.
I smiled while tears came down on my face. I got up and wrote a note for him and left.
"Please understand." I whispered to him while running out the door. This might be the last time he sees me.


Kyuhyun


I opened my eyes. There was a bloody knife laid out in front of me.

"Where was I?" I stood up. Why couldn't I feel my back?
I looked in the mirror, there was a note.

You may not remember me since I injected you with amnesia. But I am so sorry I stabbed you I had to do something. There are pain killers in the bathroom. There are pills and shots, whichever floats your boat. If you don't remember anything, you're in America. Your passport is in you luggage. By the time you wake up, your luggage will be next to you. Everything is packed. Go back to Korea.

-Sungmin

Sungmin? Who the fuck is Sungmin?
I grabbed my suit case and left the room.
Whoever this Sungmin was, he's a life saver since my back is in so much pain and he left pain


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I walked towards my house. I knew something was missing in my life but I had no idea what. The note said that I would've lost my memory but I remember everything. Yesung moving out because he's getting married. Sehun going to me because he needed dating help. My childhood. I remembered everything but something is missing. I feel like I can't remember someone. I think that person was there this whole time.
I looked up as I noticed I walked into a cafe. I sat in the seat I always sat in. I even remembered the seat I sat in, but that person, why can't I remember? I knew the person was there but the face is all clouded in my mind.

"Kyuhyun your back." I looked up and a man was smiling at me.

"Yeah I'm back." I responded while smiling. I tried to be very polite.

"Are you mad or anything?" he asked me with his smile fading.

"Mad about what?"

"You don't remember?" I shook my head. Who was this man? What's there to be mad about? I saw a tear go down his face.

"Oh! Are you alright? Don't cry." I said to him while getting up and hugging him. I felt his knees buckle and he fell to the ground.
"Are you okay? What wrong?" I yelled but he wouldn't listen. He was crying more and more.

"N-nothing's wrong...its just that I-I am very sad these days." he stood up and walked to the kitchen.
That was odd. I sat back in the chair. Why was this guy so emotional? He came back with a mug of coffee. It had a heart on it, like how I usually liked it.

"E-excuse me" I said out loud. He turned and looked at me.
"How did you know what I liked?" I looked up at his face and saw his eyes water.

"Y-you look like the type who would want that..." he sniffled and walked into an open door.


Sungmin

I couldn't help but cry when I saw Kyuhyun. He seemed to remember everything except me. Why am I crying? This is what I wanted. Him to forget me... my phone buzzed.

Unknown: I guess this counts as getting rid of him. My next task for you? I don't have one. This was just a lie to see how strong you were to keep your identity hidden.

What? I lost someone I loved as a joke? I fell down and started crying more. How was this happening? I couldn't help but cry more and more just from thinking of all thats happened.

"Can I come in?" A voice said.

"Y-yes..." I said trying not to sound like I was crying. The door opened and Kyuhyun stuck his head in.

"Oh. K-Kyuhyun what's up?" I asked trying really hard not to cry.
He walked into the room and sat on the mat with me.

"Don't ask me what's up. Why are you crying? You came over to me with a huge smile and it disappeared. You're cute with a smile. You know that?" he smiled and patted my head. I also smiled a bit.
"Now what's wrong? I feel like I know why but I want to hear you say it." he turned and faced me while holding my hands in his.

"Nothing's wrong." I whispered.

"Don't lie. You know that I'm forgetting something or someone. And I need help trying to find that person." he smiled at me again.

"Who do you think it is?"

"Well you seem to know me and I don't remember you so it's probably you right?"
I nodded. He then hugged me.
"I knew it!"

"We won't be the same. I have to trigger your memory." I said quietly.

"What? Why? I already know it's you."

"But you're not the same! You're nicer and I don't like it! You were always rough and we would fight but now you're a gentleman in a way and it's not normal and I'll never get use to it! You think you know me but you don't! You don't know how we first met or when we officially became a couple! You don't know the hardships you went through just to be with me." He looked at me sadly.

"Is this true? I'll remember! I'll try! I promise you that I will remember! You're important in a way and I know it! I don't know what's so important about you but I just know! I won't come back here until I remember your name!" he yelled this as he walked out of my room.
He'll never remember.


Kyuhyun

I sat on my couch.
How could I forget someone important? He knows me well, possibly and I don't even remember his name.
I laid down to take a nap.

~

It's been a month and I haven't remembered his name or why he was important. It was early too. I looked at my clock.
3:47

Sungmin.
I went to his cafe when I couldn't sleep. I was getting beat up and he saved me. I woke up at his house. He healed my wounds. We argued. There was snow everywhere. I called him and we kissed. I hooked up with a girl at a bar to see if I actually had feelings for him. I smoked drugs. I lost my virginity to him. We cried. We laughed. We made promises. We argued. We stayed at each other's houses, never going to sleep alone. I went to America, he disappeared. He called, he saved me from getting shocked. We were in the car. He had to get rid of me. I drove down a hill. Hospital. I couldn't stop touching him for a week. He stabbed me. He cried.
Sungmin. Lee Sungmin. His smallness, his touch, he dyed his hair blonde for me.

I felt a tear go down my face. I remembered everything. Is this why people cry in dramas? I remembered him. My feelings for him, we always argued and it felt good. He stabbed me because he had to get rid of me or the proof he was a murderer was going to get released. I understood but I was mad at him. I could feel my blood boiling. The way it always did when we were mad. I liked it.

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"Lee Sungmin!" I yelled as I ran into the cafe.

"In his office." Chen said. I ran into the kitchen that led to his office. Everything was so familiar now.

"Lee Sungmin!" I yelled as I opened the door. He looked at me confused.

"I remember your name!" I said as I ran to him and kissed him. He put his fingers in my hair and puled me closer. I was sitting on his desk.

"You remember?" he said when he took a breath before locking his lips with mine once again. I nodded somewhat. He grabbed my face and pulled me closer.

"I've missed you so much" I said while taking a breath. He stood up and pushed me down into his desk.

Someone knocked on the door. Chen stuck his head in.

"Please don't do this here. Sir, please go home and screw each other. I don't think this is healthy for the families to hear this." I sat up and nodded. Sungmin and I then both looked at each other and decided to go home and do the things we've both been waiting for.